The Sharpest Lives FRERARD FERARD

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Song:

Disasterology by Pierce the Veil

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Franks P.O.V.

I knew Gerard's depression and drinking problems were back.

It always happens when bad things happen.

But he needs to learn to control these kind of things. He has a four year old daughter!

I can't say much, I've been sleeping with tons of people.

I wasn't completely drunk though.

I don't get depression, but I can be bipolar sometimes.

Both me and Gerard need to clean ourselves up.

He even has drugs available to him.

He can't do that! What would happen to Bandit? I could take her in but I never would, or could do that to him. I mean, it's possible that it could be a favor, but he could get jealous knowing him.

I'm really worried.

I just wish he would notice. He never notices anything that I try to tell him. I know it's bad to have a "thing" for your bestfriend, but it's hard not to.

Why do I like him? He crushed my dreams...

But his eyes....

His face...

His everything...

I shouldn't like him!

But I know that he has a thing for me. He has to! Why would he kiss me all those times on the stage?

He's never had a serious girlfriend for seven years...

Or boyfriend..

I look over my shoulder. He's sitting at the dinning room table eating cereal.

"Are you feeling a little bit better?" I ask.

He looks up. His eyes have the forever-burning excitement in them.

"I'm feeling a little bit better... My head hurts though." He says looking at the Luck Charms box.

I sigh. Why do I like him?

Gerard looks out the window.

He looks like a child, stuck, indoors and all his friends are outside.

Poor guy.

"Well that's good. Do you want me to call Mikey and see how Bee is?" I ask looking for my phone.

He nods.

I dial the number and Tupelo picks up.

"Hello?" Her voice was shaky. It almost seems like she's been crying.

"What's wrong princess?" I ask, concerned.

She takes a deep breath.

"Mikey..." She says.

My heart stops.

"What about Mikey?" I ask slowly.

Gerard looks up confused.

"We.. Just... Uh.."

They did not.

"What did you guys do?" I yell.

"Well... Bandit DIDNT see anything..."

Oh my god they did it.

"DID YOU GUYS USE PROTECTION?" I scream.