HARD TO BREATH

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JUNGKOOK'S POV:

*FLASHBACK*

I was heading to the cafeteria to have some lunch .because damn how much i was hungry.

Then i felt a hand around my shoulder.
"Yo sup'?" Jae said.
One of my Hommies.

"Well. Already fine" i said.
"Kkk bytheway congrats on your engagement" he said. Patted my shoulder.
"Shut up" i said. Maybe blushing a little.

Then a girl passed by me and him . Winked at me .
Pfft . Bitches.
"Yo! Dude. That hot babe just Winked at you. Why dont you talk to her?" he said.
"Dont give slightest shit" i said.

All i was thinking about laura...

"Or maybe you're just shy. Loool...Jungkook i thought you changed." He said.

"I dont give a fuck i swear  and im not scared of any bitch" i said.
As  i standed in the line for the Lunch..

"Lol. Kay. Fine... Lets do a bet... You go sit between those girls on that table for 15 minutes... If you Dont fail at it. Imma buy the new 2016 FIFA world cup" he said.

I smirk.
"You know im richer than you and i can get it in a snap of fingers" i said.

But then ..
Laura passed by us.
She didnt even notice i was there..
Huh?
she headed to vernon.
Okay. That hurts...
She started talking with that bastard vernon and giggling.

I mean i know  . She doesnt treat Vernon  more than a friend. But it still burns me....

Okay then..... Imma burn hers too...

"Make it with Battlefield Too" i said. And i threw my Dish at the Cooker.
And i walk to that bunch of hot girls. I fix my Hair.
My school jacket.

And once i reached there.
"Hey girls. Mind if i sit here with ya?" I said.
The girls looked at me . as if With hearts in their eyes.
"SURE!!!" they all said.
I smirked.
"So how have ya'll been doing?" I said.
Sitting between the girls.
Putting my arms around their shoulders.
They answered my question but i gave a less fuck.
I kept looking at Laura and Vernon.

And once Laura noticed me. I smirked.
It worked.
I turned to the left girl and whispered "you know i dont gave a damn shit about ya'll . Im just using ya to get this one girl to notice me. So act now. Or i might cause problems...." I said.

The girl faked a smile and laughed..
I looked at laura. Now she turned her whole body and walked away.

Yeah... Thats how you burn my heart everyday....
I love you so fucking much....

*END OF FLASHBACK*

I sit on the ground and lend my Back to the wall.
Outside the restricted area .
Waiting for her.

What the actuall fuck have i done to her yesterday?

I kept waiting since yesterday .
Now its 4:50 a.m.

Many people told me to Go.
But i didnt even move a little.
I will always wait for her.
I dont care..

Then suddenly. Dr.kim came out .
I got up as fast i can.
"Doctor KIM!! tell me how is she?" I said.
Holding his arms.
"She's fine. Dont worry. Just a small stroke. We gave her some Medicines to control her state." He  said.
"You should go home. Jungkook" he said.
"Lemme see her!" I said.
"Jungkook go back to home. You're tired." He said.
"As her  fiancee and future husband. I wanna see her" i said.
"What makes you so sure she wanna see you?" He said.
"I dont care!! I wanna see her now!!" I said.

He was silent....
"Fine" he said
And moved away from the door.
I entered.
And went fast to her.

She  was lying in her bed.
The Nutrition tube was hunged to her hands.
And the oxygen tube was hunged to her nose.

She looked pale. Also tired.

"Im sorry" i said.
As i held her hand. 
And brought a chair.
And sat next to her bed.
Holding her hand .never letting go.

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I love you laura.
I dont care whatever you have. Or how you will live. I just love you for who you are.
You are the Victim's herone.
You cant be leaving anyone behind you.
You are the only one who can save me.
The world is ugly  . But you're beautiful to me.

I put my head on her hand and close my eyes.
I imagine our memories together.
From when we met till now.
Because every memory is my hobby to remember.

Suddenly i felt it hitting my awareness...
I felt tired.... So sleepy...
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.

I open my eyes only to notice its morning.
I raise my head to face her ...
Awake...
Eating breakfast.
Watching the TV.

I smile.
Thank god..
"Lau-" i was about to speak when she cutted me.
"Get out" she said.
huh?
"Laura-" i said.
"Get out . Now before i call secuirty gaurds..." She said.

"What? Why? Laura . We are friende..." I said.
"Get out please. I beg you. I dont wanna start fighting from morning... Get out" she said.
I looked  at her...
She wasnt even wanting to look at my face...
"Is..it because of yesterday?" I said.
"Secuirty!" She yelled.

A bunch of men enetered.

I looked at her.
And then looked at the men....

"Goodbye laura" as how much i as i wanted to say those. But it didnt come out....
I didnt ever want to Bid her...

I stood up and walked to the door.
And close it behind me ...
And  kept walking...
Out of this...

Suddenly my phone ringed.
I saw who's the caller and it was our butler.

I answered.
"Yes?" I said.
"Mr.Jeon. a disaster happened! Madam Jeon.... Jas cumitted ..suicide... Mr. jeon. Please come fast!!!" She said..
And the fright hit my face...
I dropped my phone...
"Omm...a" i said.
As tears filled my eyes...
And alreadt fell...
I ran and ran ..
Ran and ran.
And  its not ending...
I ran the fastest to my car.
And drove the fastest to my Mansion...
And i didnt even park the car in a  good way.
I kicked the door .
And ran to my mom's room...

And there...
I found ansepctors and Cops ..
"MOM!!!!" I yell out as i found her body on the bed.
I went and hugged her and cried hardly....

Everything sucks!!!
Everything is shit!!!
Why?! WHY?! WHY? WHY DID I BELIEVE THAT SOMEONE CAN TAKE THE DEPRESSION AWAY FROM ME?!!!!!! WHY?!!

"OMMA!!! WAKE UP!! MAMA!!! WAKE UP PLEASE WAKE UP . WAKE UP!! MAMA" i cry on her chest . Not feeling her heart beating that i once use to sleep listening to it...

"Mama...." I said...

"Mr. Jeon. The death due at 4:50 a.m." the  anspector said.

I cried harder....

Mama its all my fault. .mama....

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Mama.. omma..

LAURA'S POV:

My tears fell endlessly...
Mianhae Jungkook shi...
Mianhae ....

To be continued

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