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Falling, a verb, meaning moving downward, typically rapidly and freely without control...

I was fucking falling for Atlantic Walker.

A boy I shouldn't love. Not because of who he was or where he came from.

It was to early.

Two months, five days, and twenty four minutes since I met him, the deep and terrifyingly beautiful sea. Who seemed to rip my heart out of my chest and pocket it without permission.

Fuck you Atlantic!

For making me love you

For not letting me go

I destroyed you, my love

I destroyed everything that was ever perfect about you.

Your goofy smiles, the light in your eyes, the warmth of your lips on mine. I ruined you. I ruined us. We ruined each other.

I shouldn't have fallen so fast.

I shouldn't have kissed you.

But you -you shouldn't have told me you felt the same.

You couldn't have known what we would do to each other.