Danny Edge - The Life Saver

Chapter 12- telling danny

Lucy's part

Was it really that obvious I'm hiding something I mean how can Danny tell he's only known me for a couple days

Danny gave me a look to carry on and I took a deep breath getting ready to tell him my whole life

Lucy- I guess it all started when I was younger

I enjoyed my life until I was 6 it all came crumbling down before my eyes

I started getting picked on by my closest friend that I told her everything she was my closest and then I turned to my other friend Danielle she was my bestie she never turned her back on me

I also got cheated on in that year it didn't really hurt me much but it still hurt that he choose some other girl then me

And then Danielle had to leave and I've never spoke to here since we lost contact which I hate

Then I turned to my parents mum was fine and tried her best to stop the bullying but my dad didn't try

I was such a daddy's girl when I was a child but....

Then he left

It hurt me more then getting bullied

And I cried myself to sleep every night

But in when I was 10 I was in the school talent show all the years of me trying to get in it I finally did it

I wrote a Christmas song and thought of singing it as it was by Christmas and it didn't go as planned

I sang it all the night before so I remembered it

And then the talent show came around I was pumped ready for it

Then a boy who used to bully me said a girl was 10x better than me

I broke

I got used to the name calling

Getting beat up

Walking to school and getting laughed at

I got used to it because I thought I deserved it

But when he said that I didn't get it I sang all my life and she just started and it ended up with me forgetting a word and getting laughed at

Them laughing at me cause of my singing was never a thing but it broke me

When I got one of the lowest scores I ran of stage thinking I was up there for hours when really it was only 5 minutes

I wanted to quite singing I never wanted to do it in front of anyone again

And I cried all night

When I got in high school I thought to myself new start

It wasn't I had people calling me names and then I liked a guy he was sweet he always smiled at me I guess I fell for his charm. I had a little group of friends which Louise was in but she was found with hanging out with someone else other then me

My "friends" kept telling me to ask me out and I kept saying no so they pushed me to where he was and asked for me and he laughed in my face I cryed for hours but when I was 13 it wasn't my strongest years I'll tell you that I found out I had anxiety I cut and I didn't know why I was getting told to die everyday and wanted to feel pain so I cut I mean it helped and Louise told me to stop so I did

I started my YouTube and that's what I've been doing I cry a lot and feel depressed a lot but Louise was always there for me if I needed her she was there for me she was my life saver really

Danny- lucy I'm sorry

Lucy- it's fine

The next thing that happened was something I wanted but didn't ask for

Danny hugged me I hugged him back trying not cry about how messed up I am

I heard a phone go of I looked to my side to see it was mine I unlocked it and saw the hatful comments role in

Danny- lucy please look at me

I looked at Danny tears streaming down my face

Danny- it will get better ok

Lucy- I hope

I mumbled it hoping Danny didn't hear surprisingly he didn't