addiction | namjoon

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Toni

This is it.

This is finally it.

Grabbing the phone I let out a sigh.

Ready to act my heart out I call Jin.

I dial his number and press the call button.

It rings three times and Jin's voice fills my ears.

"Hey Toni what's up?"

His happiness makes me feel bad for what I have to tell him.

"He's dead Jin."

I hear a small gasp leave his mouth.

"W-who's dead Toni?"

My heart beat picks up.

Guilt crawls around me, settling in.

"Him."

"Toni this is not a game. WHO IS DEAD?" His tone sounds anxious.

"Namjoon."

Jin's breath quickens and sobs echo over the phone.

"You're lying Toni. He's not dead. He can't be."

A fake sob leaves my mouth.

"HE IS JIN! HE OVERDOSED OKAY! HE KILLED HIMSELF!"

The lie slipped off my tongue so easily.

"Toni."

"What Jin?" I made my breath heavier and sniffles louder.

"I-i g-gotta go." Immediately after, I heard a click.

I almost felt bad yet, that monster deserved to die.

All that was left was to survive his funeral.