Lost within memories

•memories 9•

Merry Christmas
It's Christmas now
"Takuya merry Christmas !"
She gave me a small gift. Inside where my favorite anime action figures and mangas
She gave me the note in the note it said
Hey Takuya
It's me Hiyori.
I want to say merry Christmas I love you with all my heart I'm happy to be with someone like you. You make me smile and I can't help but fall in love with you all over again.
Love , your girlfriend
I smiled and kissed her temple
"I love it "
I gave her her present.
Which consisted of a ring with our names engrave within it and some earrings
"Aw Takuya it's beautiful "
She hugged me and I have her a kiss
We sat by the fire drinking hot cocoa
We cuddled and laughed at some pins and jokes we made.
Here I am clutching the note she gave me.
I pin it on the wall.
Merry Christmas Hiyori.
I lay on the bed
Knock knock
I walk to the door only to see my mom smiling happily And my friend rei and a few of my other friends
Like Hana,Akira, and Saizo
I invited them in.
We sat as mom pulled out the food she brought.
I felt happy.
First time in forever I smiled.
I felt happy with all this warmth.
I miss Hiyori and it feels like she's with me right now.
We laughed at silly jokes and had the fire on.
We ate good ramen and rice balls with curry and some kimchi. (I love kimchi. My family eats it every Christmas )
My mother gave me a present.
I opened it. Within it was a shirt and some jeans and what caught my eyes was a photo book
I opened the photo book.
It said
HIYORIS HAPPY LIFE
In hiyori S writing.
She must of made this.
The first page was her entering high school
/high school. New year hope I find a BF/
Then it's me and her
/Takuya. He's so sweet I found the one /
One of me and her kissing
/words can't explain the love I have for this man/
The next one was me and her on Christmas
/merry Christmas I love him/
The next one was her graduation
/I finished high school and well Takuya is proud of me. Together we are unstoppable I'm happy to have someone like him I love him /
The next one was when I proposed
/he proposed !! I'm so happy he really is the one. I love him. With all my heart /
I felt small tears come the next one was a picture of the window and I sat by it shirtless asleep against it.
/I'm going. To miss him.its gonna hurt leaving the best In my life. But my time is almost here. I wanted to be with him forever. But I don't have much time /
I cried ever. More
The next was her smiling
/it's time to say goodbye. But I lived happily. Love you Takuya /
I cried more. The last picture.
There was one empty space
Where it said my wedding
But it wasn't filled.
There was a small note
Dear Takuya
If you are reading this. It's probably because I'm gone. Please don't be sad. I miss you. But please I want you to be happy. I love you with all my heart I'm sorry I didn't tell you I was so afraid. I was afraid about how you would act. I'm sorry but I love you with all my heart please be happy and smile. I'm in a better place now. So please find happiness for me. I'll always be there with you. Love you babe. And well I'm always watching over you
Hiyori ..
Your fiancé.
Tears prickled down I hugged my mom
"Arigatou oka-san"
To be continued
Merry Christmas