Niall:
I knew I was acting weird lately, I knew (y/n) noticed it. I just couldn't tell her. It was so hard, I told her everything but this.. This was so different. I slammed the door shut and walked to the livingroom to see (y/n) sitting on the couch. ''Hi princess.'' I said. ''Hi babe.'' she sighed. ''What is it?'' I asked her worried. ''It's nothing.'' she whisperd. I knew something was up. ''Princess tell me.'' I said. I needed to know what was wrong. She sighed again, it got me so worried. ''Fine. Niall what's wrong with you? You are acting so weird lately. I can't touch you. What is it? Is it me?'' she whisperd. I got sad. She couldn't think it was her. I love her, so much. ''No baby. It's not you. I didn't want to tell you but I guess I have to now.'' I whisperd. Fuck, she's going to know everything now. I took a deap breath and told her everything. ''I.. I cut.. I couldn't handle it. But you were so busy, I didn't want to bother you.'' I said while looking down at my hands. I couldn't look her in the eyes. ''Nialler.'' she began and took my hands. I melted at her touch. ''I love you. Don't ever do it again. Please? Talk to me.'' she said quietly. I had to promise her. ''I will. I promise.'' I smiled weakly at her. She kissed me. Her kiss was perfect. I melted. The rest off the day we just layed on the couch. She layed in my arms. We didn't do anything. She just let me hold her. I love her so much.
Louis:
I didn't really talk about my problems because I didn't want to bother (y/n). She's perfect. I can't tell her all my problems, can I? We sat on the couch, I was wondered off in thoughts. ''Lou?'' I heard her angelic voice. I startled from my thougts. ''Huh, what?'' I asked confused. ''What's wrong baby?'' she asked me. I didn't like her to be this worried. ''Nothing. I'm gonna go to the bathroom.'' I said quickly. I had to cut. I had to, I was addicted. She didn't know, she wouldn't know. I stood infront off the mirror and held the razor. I slid the razor trough my skin. ''Lou? Are you alright?'' I heard her asking worried. FUCK. ''Yeahh.. Be out there in a sec.'' I yelled back, a little absent. She must've heard it. The door flew open and I heard her yell: ''LOU WHAT ARE YOU DOING?'' She hit the razor out of my hands. I collapsed on the floor and started crying. She must hate me right now. ''I'm so sorry.'' I cried. She wrapped her arms around me and held me tight. I felt a little better at her touch. ''It's okay baby.'' she whisperd. ''Never do it again.'' she said as she looked me in the eyes. I nodded. She understood. The rest off the night we laid on the bed. She held me in her arms. We talked about everything. It was perfect.
Zayn:
I needed my mirror. My hair was a mess. (Y/N) was upstairs and I was to lazy to walk upstairs. ''Boo.'' I yelled. ''Yeahh baby?'' I heard her yell back. ''Can you get my mirror please?'' I yelled again. Not thinking about my room. It was silent for a long time. ''Baby, where is it?'' I heard (y/n) yell at me. ''It's in my bedroom, boo!'' I yelled back. I laughed, she was so cute. Suddenly I heard her come downstairs. Finnaly, my mirror. But no. It was (y/n), holding my razor. ''Zayn, what is this?'' she asked me and threw the razor at me. I grabbed it and looked at her. My face turned pale. ''I.. erm..'' I couldn't tell her. ''Explain Zayn, please.'' she asked me with tears in her eyes. I sighed. It was time. ''Fine, I cut. It's so hard to live this live.. I'm so sorry. I just had to. I love you so much. Please don't leave.'' By now I was crying. I didn't want her to leave. She looked at me with more tears in her eyes. ''Baby, I'll never leave you. I love you to, so much. Please don't do it again?'' she asked me, almost begging. I had to promise her. I loved her so much. I didn't want her to go trough more pain. ''I promise boo.'' I said smiling. She smiled at me and kissed me. Her kiss was so gentle. We watched a movie and she cuddled into my chest. We stayed like that the rest of the night. Men, she understood me like nobody else.
Harry:
I couldn't take it anymore. So many people hated me. I didn't know what I had done. They called me manwhore or just wished me dead. I decided I would make their dream come true. (Y/N) would be here soon. I should leave her a note. Hi baby, when you'll see this.. I'm so sorry. I can't deal with it anymore. They call me manwhore a lot. I got so much hate. I love you so much but this is for the best. I love you and please, move on. For me. I love you so much. xx Harry I cried as I wrote it. I put the note down and walked to the bathroom. I grabbed my razor and slid it acros my arm. Fuck it, I have to do this. ''Haryy? Babe?'' I heard (y/n) yell. I couldn't talk. A few minutes later the bathroom door flew open. ''Hazz?'' she whisperd. My head flew up. I looked at her with tears streaming down my face. She walked over to me and took the razor. I was thankfull to her. She kept me from suicide. ''Don't do that, Harry. You're so perfect. Don't scar your perfect skin.'' she cried a little. ''Don't cry baby.'' I said with a low voice. ''I'm sorry, I love you so much.'' she looked at me. Her eyes were so beautiful just like everything else off her. ''I love you to baby. I won't do it ever again. I promise.'' I smiled weakly. She hugged me and said: ''You better not.'' I smiled a little. She was perfect, all I needed. I never did it again.
Liam:
I had to tell (y/n) about what I had done. Maybe she would go, but I had to. She deserved the truth. I walked into the livingroom to see her sit on the couch watching Idols. I walked over and laid down, my head rested on her lap. I took her hands. I put one in my hair and one on my heart. She could feel the beating becoming faster. She looked confused. ''What is it Liam?'' she asked. ''I want to tell you something, but in my way. You'll have to trust me.'' I said quietly. She nodded. I sat up and looked at her. I took a deap breath and said: ''Close your eyes.'' So she did. I grabbed her hand. ''Okay let's try. What do you feel?'' I asked her as I placed her hand on my hand. It felt different this time. ''Your hand.'' she whisperd, still a little confused. I smiled. ''Good. This is going to work, I think.'' I said, more to myself than her. I placed her hand on my jean and asked: ''What do you feel now?'' ''Your jean.'' she said smiling. I laughed a little. I took a deap breath and said: ''Okay. Let's do this. What do you feel now?'' I said as I placed her hand on my sleeve. ''Your sleeve.'' she said confused. I hated this. But it was time. ''Okay. Now. I'm gonna let you feel something, it might be a bit scary.'' I whisperd to her. She nodded. I held her hand and stroke my sleeve up with my other hand. I grabbed her hand and placed it on the scars. ''Feel it.'' I whisperd, nervously. She rubbed her hand over the scars and opened her eyes to look. ''Liam..'' she said as she looked at the scars. ''I know, it's bad.'' I whisperd. I didn't know what else to say. She shook her head and pulled me in for a hug. ''Thankyou.'' she whisperd. I was confused. ''For what?'' I looked at her. ''For showing and telling me. I love you.'' she said with a little smile. ''I love you to.'' I whisperd. ''Never again.'' she said. ''Never again.'' I promised her. Her face lit up a bit. She didn't need to ask questions, she understood. She cuddled into me and I held her close. We watched ToyStory the whole night. I love her, so so much.
