It was Monday. Monday and Arthur and I were still not back together. Gosh I hated this. I hated not being near him. I hated not feeling him close to my heart. I hated not being able to hug and kiss him. I hated everything. I just needed him back. I was dying without him.
I went to school, as usual, but without Arthur as I went early. I couldn't see him, I'd cry. I had thought of something to make him come back to me and I'm sure he'd love it but I was scared out of my mind. I was going to come out to the whole school. It doesn't sound very good but when you know how, you drop dead. I'm going to dress up in a suit and tie and I'll have a bouquet of roses in my hands. Next to me, there'll be a postcard saying 'Arthur, I Love You.' And I'll have a promise ring in my pocket ready for him. Gosh this was making me nervous. I'd kiss him in front of everyone and he'd give me a second chance... Hopefully.
I walked to class and sat on a desk next to no one, until Tom decided to join me. I sighed. "Charlie. My friend." He grinned. "What?!" I glared at him. He chuckled. "Aren't you happy to see me?" I rolled my eyes. "No. What do you want?" He sighed. "I just wanted to see you." I sighed and ignored him. "Where's Arthur?" He asked a smirk on his face. I looked around to see he wasn't there. "What did you do to him?!" He laughed. I ran out ignoring the teachers demands. I ran to the toilet to see him crawled up in a ball. I walked in. "Arthur?" I bent down. "Arthur." I caressed his cheek. He moved away. I sighed. "Did he hurt you somewhere?" I asked. He looked at me. I whipped his tears away. "I don't need you and never did." He said bluntly. I chuckled. "Don't say that. It's not true." He rolled his eyes. "Go away. I don't want you here." I looked down. "You don't mean that." I said about to cry. "Babe, please." A tear fell. "Don't call me babe. I'm not your babe!" He pushed me away. My throat was aching. I walked away tears falling down my face. He hated me.
It was the end of the day and it was time for me to come out to the school. Gosh. Knowing he was still rejecting me now... I was so nervous. I had put on my white suit and I had the roses in my hand, the ring in my pocket and the postcard at my right. The bell rang. I smiled waiting for him to come out. Everyone came rushing out. My heart was beating faster. They were all looking at me. All talking about me. All waiting for the mystery boy to come out. But they didn't know what was going to happen. And I was not waiting for that. I saw him walk out of the building. I smiled. I was so happy. I was full of love and joy and I couldn't wait to tell him how much I loved him. He was walking towards me and I could feel my heart beat faster. I was getting so nervous and overjoyed and the same time. We were in talking range and I was about to talk to him when he just turned around and left. I blinked a few times and looked at him. Did he really? "Arthur!" I yelled. He didn't just do that. God help me. I could feel my heart shatter in pieces. I could feel my heart get ripped out of my heart and crushed into tiny little pieces. I dropped the flowers. "Got dumped did you?" Tom yelled. I walked away. I couldn't take it. "I'm talking to you!" He yelled. I turned around to find his fist collide with my face. I groaned. I was to hurt to fight back. I felt him punch me in the stomach. I groaned. I dropped to the floor. He punched me again. I winced in pain. He punched me again and again. "These are for the times when you hit me. Faggot." He punched me one more time before leaving me on the floor. I struggled getting up. This was so painful. I walked home in pain. I was finally there but dropped to the floor. I whined. I was just in front of the door. I banged it as hard as I could. Someone had to come, right? "Arthur." I whispered. "Please, open up." I banged the door one more time. It opened. I sighed in relief. "Oh my gosh! Charlie!" His mum yelled. They put me on the sofa. "What happened?" He asked. "I'm fine." I said. "I... I'm good." I smiled. His mum, Carolina came back with the med kit. "Arthur! Come down right now!" His dad yelled. "He didn't do anything. Jeff. Don't. He didn't do anything." I said. "Rake your shirt off." Carolina said. I nodded but couldn't due to the pain. I saw Arthur come down. I turned my head away. I couldn't look at him. "What happened?!" He ran towards me. I sighed. "Nothing." His father left. "Arthur. Take off his shirt." She ordered him. "It's fine. I can do it myself." I said. She frowned. I tried but gosh! I groaned as pain shot through my body. He sighed. "Let me help you." He said. "That sounds familiar." I said looking at him. He turned away. He unbuttoned my shirt carefully. He took it off, still not looking at me. "Coming back." His mum said. She winked before leaving. I sighed. "Look at me." I told him. Gosh his eyes were so beautiful. "Why?" I asked him. "I'm sorry." He whispered. I brought him close to me. "Tell me you don't mean it." I said. He didn't answer. I brought him so close I could feel his breath on my skin. I kissed his lips and gosh it felt good. He came closer and kissed me back. My hands went from his face to his waist. I brought him closer. He opened his mouth a bit to let me explore it. Gosh! I could kiss him forever. I moaned in his mouth. I brought him closer to me. He climb over me. I smiled. I bit his lower lip lightly. My hands went under his shirt when I heard his parents coming down. He pulled away quickly. "You should get some rest." His father said. I nodded and got up in pain. "Thank you for taking care of me."
Arthur followed me up. I walked to his room. He frowned. He walked in and closed the door. I looked at him. "Arthur, I love you. And being with you is the most wonderful thing. And I die if I'm not with you. Please. Please let me back in." He didn't answer. "Don't tell me you didn't feel the electricity. Don't tell me you didn't feel the passion and the butterflies when we kissed." I said holding my breath. He jumped in my arms and kissed me. I chuckled and kissed him back. "I love you more than you can imagine." He said kissing me again. My eyes widened. I felt fireworks in my heart. I smiled and laid him on his bed. I kissed him down his jaw and neck. He moaned. I went back up to his lips. "I love you too so very much." I whispered grinning. He chuckled. I kissed him again. I unbuttoned his shirt slowly until I heard a knock on the door. My eyes widened. We got up quickly. He dressed back before answering. "Yes?" He asked. The door opened. His father came in. "I'll leave. Thank you, Arthur, for the... Advice about... My... Maths homework!" I said nervously. "Goodnight." I left. Thank God nothing happened. I walked back to my room. I undressed myself before going into my bed. I closed my eyes and fell asleep.
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