From The Inside Out {Poems}

Finality.

Finality.

The End.

You might hear me

But you're not really listening

I see you cry on the road

The pain in your eyes screaming

'Please help me'

Just make it end!

You might be living

But you're not really alive

I see you sleeping all alone in your car

Lonely, just wanting to wake up in the arms of the person you love

It's all going to end

You might have friends

But you always feel alone

You drink the pain away

In an ocean of grief

It's drowning you slowly

But not fast enough

You want it to end

You might be an adult

But you never grew up

You want to party and laugh

Just like any other

When all it's really doing is making you insane

Why won't it just end?

You went to school

But you never learned

Some things won't ever mature

Willowy torture of the unknown

Because its called the unknown for a reason

Your no exception

You won't let it end

You might be looking

But you don't really see

All that life can bring

The opportunities.

The love!

The Hate!

The friends and family

The care and intelligence

The people!

All wanting the same thing as you!

For it to end

You feel the pain

But never feel the pleasure

You hear the words of hate

But never the words of love

You think it's all worthless

Why survive if your going to die?

But that's why you don't survive!

You live! You live your life the way you want to live it

Fill it with happiness

Not pain.

Don't let it end.

Don't let it end

Never let it end

Make it last

Make it the best life

That's ever been lived

The best love that's ever been experienced

The most joy that's ever been felt

It feels like its never going to end

But that's ok

Because you don't want it to

You shouldn't want it to

Every life is worth living

Every person with its own meaning

Whether it's saving a life

Or helping a friend

It's all worth it,

In the end.

- VanessaLove