Hi...There's been something bothering me lately and I can't hold this back ANY more..
Only 1 person other then myself knows about this but I feel everyone should know why I'm acting so weird lately, I have been told I am smart girl, and I hate it, yea I know I should be happy but it's ruining my life I am pushed farther then I can take it, I'm doing extra HW 24/7 and it sucks, idc how good my grades are but its not good enough for the people around me, I have had to stop soccer (which was my life) so I can focus on school work, which I thought was fine the way it is so I became sucidal and I wanna kill myself more then ever right now as I write this..., Ihave been trying to tell people but no one cares about the nerdy girl (me), I don't have the words to speak up so I need to thank and apologize to some people on this app;
To AngelsHateMe000 ,
Angel, you are amazing! You are literally so funny and you are so nice and great and you are my best friend you were like my other half almost, we were alike in ways, but in all the ways we weren't alike, we taught each other (DEEZ nuts) I love you and I am really glad you have had my back, I'm sorry if I've been pushing u away, because you deserve the best, I love you so much (not like that)❤️
To HarryStylesOffic
Harry, you are my best friend, and I ruined our friendship I feel.. You had my back, and I didn't have yours, you are sweet, caring, adorable and all mine! (Not like that) and I ruined it by saying my true feelings towards u, I should've shut up and stayed quiet and not interrupt the friendship we had, and I'm SOOOOO SORRY! I will always be sorry and I will never forgive myself...I love you Harry forever and ever❤️
To __NiallJHoran__
Niall...Niall, Niall, Niall... I will never be tired hearing your name, I could talk about u forever and never get bored, you are also my best friend and you treated me amazing, we went to each other when we wanted to complain about stupid people and stuff and to just laugh together and you were my 1st follower ever, I love you Niall..So much and I will never stop❤️
Those were my closest friends on here, now thanks to my friends
___ZaynPrivMalik___ ❤️
_roxy_hunter_ ❤️❤️
LukeHemmingsOffic (we didn't talk much)
5sosworld101 ❤️
outcast-freak ❤️❤️
Casey_Kelly13 you stood up for me a lot❤️
TheBoyWhoChanged (Minnesotans strong❤️)
Geekauthor16 (my 2nd follow ever❤️)
