What sucks the most is being ugly. Like nothing can top it. When you know you are ugly and everyone else thinks lies and desperately tries to tell you that you aren't. Yet, I know that I am ugly because while these people just so happen to try and convince me that I am not I can tell out of there actions what they are really trying to say.
Take a really pretty girl, like this girl in my grade last year, lets call her Ella. So Ella, obviously drop dead gorgeous, gets all these compliments about how pretty she looks and they mean it, yet when I get complimented its forced, out of a bad situation. You see, Its like the people are practically forcing it upon themselves to make me feel "better" because they want to be a good fucking person. Well I am so fucking done with every selfish fucking asshole. What the fuck. I am ugly. I am so fucking ugly. I know that I am ugly. I am so fucking fucking fucking fucking ugly. I dread the fear of people behind me because I am so fat and ugly and gross looking and big.
