Love story IPKKND2

parts 38&39

  38 part
Before leaving the room Anjali puts the baby in a cradle and out
finally alone with his wife Arnav puts his hand in his pocket takes a small gift box and gives it to khushi
-: What is it? she asks
-: Open and look what's inside
she opens the box and finds an anklet she holds it in her hand smiled slightly and said
-: Thank you for this gift Arnav but you know I only wear that to my mother
- : I know (Arnav replied) when you lost yours the last time I told you that I will buy you another I kept my promise but it is not for you it's for her (he directs his head to the cradle) you keep it for her and when she grows up you give her and so she will also have an anklet of her mother
touched by this gesture tears in her eyes she approached kisses him on the cheek and then threw herself in his arms hug him long khushi told him
-: Arnav!! _yes responds Arnav
she looks into his eyes and asked -: you are Happy?
- : Yes very Happy why do you ask me that all the time?
-: You are Happy with your daughter? You like her?
- : Yes of course I am Happy with her, and yes I love her (he replied)
-: You prepared her a nice cradle you bought her a gift (Arnav listen to his wife talk. Happy to these words smiled and puts her hair behind her ear. she continues) all this to prove your love for her you don't wear her until now, you don't even have looked at her you don't know what she looks like.
Arnav hide his smile turns his head and did not know what to answer. she puts her hand on his cheek turns his head toward her and continues
-: Tell me why
- : For nothing khushi she just is too small ( to justify Arnav )
- : I know you do not tell the truth. tell me what there is in your head ( asks khushi )
- : I tell you she is too small I do not take newborns fear to make them fall
She said nothing more but knows he is not telling the truth
the night fell khushi Still in bed Arnav stretch out beside her approaches to her, slip his arm around her shoulders to put her against him
- : Khushi I missed you I could not sleep without you by my side ( he said )
he moves to kiss her but the cry of the baby stops him khushi takes her daughter and Arnav did not arrived at the end of his desire he turns to sleep
two days that khushi is in bed her nights are disturbed by the cries of the baby the third night Arnav can't more.. he works tomorrow he spent the last two days without rest or approaching his wife the girl begins to cry he gets up from the bed and out of the room without looking at his wife. khushi look at him go she yhink he is angry and begins to get tired of this little girl she takes her daughter breastfeeds her thinking of Arnav , then she puts her in the cradle and go to join her husband she seeks and find him in the guest room... Arnav is lying eyes open he can't sleep he thinks of his new life... he sees her approaching he takes the duvet for she slides beside him she goes under the duvet put her head on him and asks him
- : You left the baby alone in the room? ( Said arnav )
- : She does not risk anything she will sleep until the morning
- : Excuse me if I out of the room this way I did not sleep well last two nights tomorrow I have an important meeting I want to rest
-: you are angry Arnav?( she feels guilt)
-: no (he answers right away) why you tell this
-: because the baby cry all night, and you can not sleep
-:she crying because she is hungry and I understand it,she is a small baby and she needs someone to take care of her ... do not you feel guilty khushi ... I'm sorry if I did you feel that I just wanted to rest
- : you don't worried about that I also want to rest ( he kisses her by desire for a long time leaving no corner of her face covering her in his arms and now that his wife is in his arms he ended up sleeping
morning Arnav goes in his room let khushi sleep in the other room the baby starts to wake up he hears her and before she starts crying he goes to wake khushi she goes to her daughter and begins to care for her
yesterday night was relaxing for both... Arnav is ready to start the day.. upon leaving khushi call him- : arnav !
he turns.. the face of khushi very radiant and with a beautiful smile she said - : bye
he returns to her took a warm kiss and said Bye then goes to the exit by keeping a beautiful smile
the morning takes place quiet women occupied their work and men working Aarav to school. after noon all together in the sitting room for a cup of tea Payal her son in her arms Akash and Rishav arrives and settle down with them Adit moves from hand to hand and landed in the arms of his grandfather ( Mamaji ) after a minute Arnav comes join the family khushi serves him a cup of tea he said thank you to her with the same smile he took with him this morning
- : Mamaji ( Arnav said hands outstretched ) I can take the baby
- : Yes ( Mamaji says and gives him) he started playing with him khushi look at him and told _ he does not do that with his daughter, because she is small as he says ? Then she remembers the day they went to see Payal at the hospital and he took the baby he was small too...she does not understand remains silent
-: Arnav behaves very well with the baby (said Mamaji)
with this words Arnav realizes and fears what khushi will think he gives the baby to his mother look at his wife she looks sad and suspect
arnav feels her sadness but he can't tell her what he has on the heart
one weeks proceeds in this way khushi to date he has not even looked at her daughter, she began to be afraid of his attitude and not support it she decided to talk to him at the first occasion
is sunday to day, nobody works the afternoon Anjali suggested to watch a dvd in family sat in the sitting room Nani asks Payal to prepare tea
Arnav in his room to work he hears Adit crying he goes into Akash's room takes the baby and down the stairs the baby in his arms
-: Chote! why you brought the baby (said Anjali)
-: He was all alone in the room
-: Your daughter is alone too (khushi says) but you have not brought her
-: He cried but Devi sleeps (expressed Arnav)
khushi shows her furious face gets up and says
-: Even if she cried you would not have brought every time she cries you call me but you never take her( angry she goes to her room)
Arnav looks at his wife mute everyone has noticed the attitude of khushi and they wonder what happens.. Anjali declare
-: This is true chote I've never seen you carrying your daughter your wife is not wrong I thought you does in your room why chote?
Arnav said nothing edgy gives Adit to his mother and goes out  

  39 part
arnav edgy went outside for a walk to calm down after an hour he calms down and goes home go to see his wife
khushi sitting on the bed her daughter in her arms he approached and sat beside her khushi rises put her daughter in her cradle he gets up takes her hand by behind and asks
- : Why you're angry khushi I doing something wrong?
she remains standing said nothing and he continued
-: Khushi look at me tell me what's bothering you. is this that I hurt you ?
she turns tormented saying
- : Yes arnav not just today since your daughter was born (she fixed him in the eye and continuous) ten days she is among us and you did not even look at her I begin to doubt
-: Doubt (he answers calmly) whereof?
-: You arnav that you regret having had, to having wanted or maybe you prefer a boy
arnav puts his hand on the cheek of khushi continuously be calm and said
- : No khushi this is not true, is no time have I regretted having and you know I wanted a girl who looks like you
-: how can you know she looks like me if you do not look at her, you do want her never more
-: I always want her(justified arnav) and forever
-: look at her (request khushi) she is in her cradle take her
he lowers his head and does not answers
-: You see? (Khushi says) I was not wrong
-: You're wrong khushi (arnav said, raising his head) Excuse me I can't. not now
-: When then (she claims) when she grows up?
- : I do not know. maybe (arnav said with a muffled voice)
khushi sees in the eyes of her husband, an uneasiness he tries to hide it she puts her hands on his shoulders and said with a moved voice
- : What you have arnav ? tell me I'm your wife. I see the pain in your eyes
he hangs her hands kisses , and said
- : I don't understand what is happening to me khushi I love my daughter more than anything. I want to see her and take her against me but whenever I approach her images of your suffering come back to me it haunts me I can't erase it from my memory . I see this day when I almost lost you. I want rid myself of it but I can't do ( he hugs his wife very strong and continuous)
- : Don't think than I don't love her. she and you're my life
khushi listen to her husband very moved his heart beating fast she puts her hands on his cheek and said weeping
-: Why you think that way. you know it is not her fault if I suffered
- : No I do not take her for responsible it is my fault it was me who insisted to have. the day of her birth I was very afraid
-: Why you did not tell me anything why you kept it all this time
- : I thought that it was just a matter of a day or two but it worst hard every day
khushi settle in the arms of arnav and said
-: I will not ask you more question sorry I have doubted you the day you feel you near I'll be by your side I will help you,
arnav Happy to have all told at khushi he is relieved and hope to find a solution to his concern
khushi takes the promise to help arnav she does not like this situation, but she promised to not ask for anything she did not want to wait for her daughter to be great for her father accepts and she begins to think about solution
the days pass and the situation does not change, arnav does not always have the courage to look at his daughter he not even try to approach
one month already and the girl exchange, she begins to make smile, arnav may miss this moments
the whole family has noticed by now that arnav does not approach his daughter but they do not ask questions
Today nani decided to talk to khushi This situation worried her all the only two in the sitting room
-: Khushi my daughter (khushi looks and nani continuous)
-: I've noticed that chote never took his daughter, why?
- : No nothing nani it seems you (khushi hides the truth)
-: Listen my daughter I am maybe aged , but I have not lost my head and my eyes I know what I say and I see chote never bring his daughter he never speaks of her
a tear falls from the eye of khushi and confesses to nani
-: Nani! you've just seen since she was born and until today he did not even look at her
-: And why he did it? he is not Happy to have this child?
anjali accidently hears the discussion toward them and said
-: Khushi sorry I've heard your conversation I also noticed can you tell us why? (And she sits down to listen khushi)
-: Yes di- I'll tell you before I also asked myself but since he told me his concern I stopped to ask (and she tell them)
- : How he can think that (request anjali)
-: You know your brother di- he prefers suffer instead people that he loves and he blames himself to ask a child he punishes himself to stay away for her
-: His love for you is unlimited (called anjali) should think about doing something
-: I know di- I think every day I find a solution Don't worry
anjali puts her hand on the shoulder and said to khushi
- : I know khushi I trust you I know you. you don't stay without doing anything I know you'll find an idea 

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