Love and War(Urban Fiction) 4

Chapter 10- Thats It!!!

Brooklyn and Princeton at the top

Princeton

"Brooklyn?" I sat up. "What are you doing here?"

"I came here for you Princeton." She said shyly.

"What you mean you came here for me? Is Chasity out there?" I looked around her.

"No..she left and went somewhere I guess."

"How did you know I would be here?"

"Princeton that's not what I want to talk about. I wanna talk about us."

"What us? There is no us." I said to the wall. I couldn't even look at here cause she looked so sexy.

"......I want you prince." She said taking off her trench coat.

"Oooh my damn." I put my fist over my mouth and bit down on my finger. Damn I couldn't take my eyes off of her. Why she gotta be so fucking beautiful.

"Do you want me?" She asked pressing her body to mine.

"Hell yeah." I said biting my lips and looking down at her. "You are so fucking beautiful." I said holding her face.

"I want to be with you."

I stared into her eyes and looked away shaking my head. "No you don't Brooklyn." I said walking to the other side of the room.

"I do-"

"NO YOU DONT....Brooklyn why are you here?"

"Because I freaking love you Princeton." She said with tears in her eyes and a pouty lip.

"Don't say that." I said pacing.

"But I do."

"No you fucking don't Brooklyn..if you did you wouldn't have kept pushing me away. Not once but twice I tried to get with you but you did nothing but push me away and deny your feelings for me."

"I was scared." She said lowly.

"Scared of what?" I frowned.

"To love again."

".....who the fuck are you talking to......your talking to me Brooklyn. You know everything I have been through. I haven't had a girlfriend in five fucking years because I'm scared to love again. Im scared that out of no where with no warning, that person will get snatched away from me again. I want Zias to have a mother figure in her life but I want it to be the right person but sometimes I don't think that anybody could ever replace her mother. Her mother was my heart.." I said with my voice cracking. "I.......I loved her most because when I found here she had nothing. Nothing. I was supposed to marry that girl. We were supposed to have kids on top of fucking kids together." Tears came down my face. "My god.....my god took her away from me. She is who I wanted and she got taken away from me." I wiped my face. "Then I finally feel like I could try this love thing out again after five fucking years I want somebody in my life that will make me and zias both happy. I confess my love to you and you push me away and deny your love for me. Brooklyn...tell me...do you really think that was the smartest shit to do after me telling you that I fucking love you and wanted to be with you? HUH!!"