gotta go my own way

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*hsm reference intended*

I don't like panic! anymore

And I know this feels weird to say but I just find it hard to appreciate at all anymore. I know y'all are probably gonna rag on me for saying my opinion and stuff but meh I just wanna say what I gotta say, y'know?

So I got into panic like v shortly after I got into mcr which was last year. I know right my experience was short-lived lmao

anyway my fave album from panic was always pretty odd and forever will be probably and let's be real the only panic related stuff I'm listening to are Ryan Ross demos and the Brobecks. That kinda shows how much I'm losing interest in the band due to the fact that none of their music is on my phone
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Yea sure I did preorder doab and I'm probably still gonna listen to it but the singles have barely impressed me other than the title track and Brendon is also giving me weird vibes (Photoshopping Ryan out of the picture in his kerrang article [i think], and in general just being really full of it IMO). Yeah he works hard and made the entire album himself but I'm not really impressed with his decisions and that's just my opinion like I'm just saying like no shade at all and not forcing you to submit to my opinion y'know?

Also in general the whole Shane Morris thing which I just read about just put me off Ryan somehow. I don't know enough about it but drama, in general, even if it's fun to watch, drives me away from things.

And it's been building up for a while and these are just my thoughts

I still have a pretty odd era panic poster in my room though

And pretty odd on cd

So don't call me a hater

I'm so so sorry if I came off standoffish btw I really don't mean that

It's just that

After PotatoYoghurt had the balls to tell everyone they weren't emo anymore and didn't give a fuck about frerard,

It kind of gave me confidence in a way to be somewhat open about this

So yeah I'm just telling u guys this??? Idk why???? (Im sorry???)

And the future of my fics:

1) my computer is v v v v fucked and idw write unless it's on my laptop

2) I'll keep writing when I can. Idk about the ryllon fic. I'm not feeling any fic actually at the moment because I'm sending in pre-U applications and applying for part-time jobs and stuff, but I'll do what I can when I have the time

I love y'all btw





Pls don't hate me

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