Addicted

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Sometimes these thoughts turn violent
I can't live in the quiet
Cause silence just crawls up my skin
and I fear it'll reveal what's within

Sometimes these thoughts turn violent
But I increase the volume and they go silent
You really don't understand
I do not want to go deaf

Sometimes the monsters go violent
I'd turn the volume up , but I repeat
I do not want to go deaf

So I sacrifice my mental sanity
I'm becoming a travesty
(I cannot go deaf)
Sacrifice my mental sanity
I'm becoming a travesty

Sometimes these thoughts turn violent
I really am reliant
But I repeat ,
I do not want to go deaf
So I go insane
And just sit in

silence.

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