[this just came to me very last minute. Very random. Tell me what you think! :)]
Afraid of being alone,
Why do I do it?
The pain after,
It haunts me.
The need for company,
It gets to me.
Where is my brain?
What am I thinking?
The thoughts,
They run,
They keep processing without realizing.
How could I do this?
I feel terrible.
Why?
I will never know.
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