Trying to get to you <3

I'm missing him already

2 years Later.....

Jess P.O.V: its been 6 moths since i have seen Kyle and Chris ruined me i was on probation a couple months ago and i hated it but now im a alcoholic and i just cant stop drinking and every single day i meet new guys and sometimes forget about crystal but i dont mean to i just feel like a mess that sometimes i do have to forget about her .. Is that bad? Oh Well life goes on but theres this one thing i hate... she's getting too close to her dad and i hope u understand how badly i hate her dad i cant stand him.. His the one who did this to me

Tyrone: Wat u wanna do today?

Jess: Drink

Tyrone: but u cant ! U know wat will happen

Jess: SO!! i dont care i just really need a drink

Tyrone: u need to stop babe

Jess: GET A LIFE AND STOP WORRYING ABOUT ME!!

Tyrone:WAT THE HECK!! I'VE BEEN THERE FOR U SINCE U WERE ON PROBATION AND THEN U WANNA START SHOUTING AT ME LIKE I DONT MEAN ANYTHING TO U?

Jess: Did i say u meant anything to me?

Tyrone: u know wat ur sick and u need help and its good crystal is no longer wiv u look wat  kind of mother are u? u wanted to get drunk in front of ur daughter is that showing an example to her? NO! Because ur a bitch who wont give up on drinking

Jess: YH UR RIGHT I AM A BITCH BUT UR THE NIGGA WHO NEEDS TO GET OUT OF MY FACE!!! ASAP!!!

Tyrone: dont come to me wen u have nothing and i want u out of my house so u better come wiv me

Jess: Whatever like i needed u and ur ass

Tyrone: OH i know u need me cause ur just a load of crap who needs help

Jess: just get me to ur house so i can get my stuff and leave

Tyrone: Good

We got in his car and went all the way to his house without saying a word. When we got to his house i went upstairs and slammed the door shut.. I started throwing my stuff in my bags and then Tyrone came busting threw the door looking at me like i was mad and i just carried on packing like everything was fine but then he grabbed my hand and pulled me to his room.. wtf??

Jess: Tyrone get off me

u pushed against the wall and came close to my face ... talk about personal space

Jess:ummmm?

Tyrone: LOOK!! u dont come into my house and start slamming the door like its fine i want u to respect my house do u understand me?

Jess: Yh ok chill no need to come up to my face like that

Tyrone: OK THATS IT!!!

Jess: wat?

next thing u know he picks me and slams me on the bed and i was just confused the after he started taking my shorts of and thats wen i got worried

Jess: Wat r u doing ?

Tyrone: SHUT UP!!

Jess: Tyrone please stop 

i started to cry wen u striped me i tried kicking away but he pinned me down.. he unbuckled his pants and started pounding me i just cried cause right now he is raping me

Jess: AHHHH!! STOP TYRONE!!!! STOP!!!!

He just kept on doing it i punched his back but he didnt get off .... He grabbed my face as he was pounding me and kissed me by force i didnt kiss back because right now i just want to kill him

1 hour later...

Tyrone went to sleep and  i was in the bathroom crying because this is the first time i've been raped and he didnt even use a condom which really made me think if im pregnant or not and yes he does have a girlfriend.... i wish kyle was here

I walked out the bathroom and looked at Tyrone in disgust and walked into my room and cried myself to sleep... I may never forget about this 

Next Morning..

i woke and still thought about wat happened yesterday , I got in the shower then wen i finished i brushed my teeth and got dressed i walked out the bathroom to see Tyrone on the bed grining at me so i ran back in the bathroom and locked the door

Tyrone: open the door

he started banging on the door but i just stood on the side of the counter not saying a word 

A while later the noise dialed down but after 10 senconds the door swang open and he walked in

Jess: Tyrone go away

Tyrone: Y u hiding from me?

Jess: u know y the hell im hiding from u

Tyrone: that was yesterday forget about it

Jess: FORGET ABOUT IT!!!! HOW CAN I U DIDNT USE A FUCKING CONDOM I COULD BE PREGNANT 

Tyrone: thats good right

Jess: U MAKE ME SICK GET OUT OF MY WAY!

Tyrone: dont leave

Jess: i hate u so much

Tyrone : I love u too

Jess: i'm gonna-

he crashed his lips onto mine and pulled away slowly and slapped him and left the room he grabbed my hand and slammed me on the bed and then pinned me down i started tearing up

Tyrone : do u want me to do it again?

Jess: NO!

Tyrone: too bad

O.MY.GOSH i think u guys weren't expecting that right but anyway i will continue writing there will or might be a second book

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