Cancer |Markle • Faya|

Chapter 4

Stuck in here
While
Your out there
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Maya's pov
Ive only been in here for about 4 days and it's already really lonely.
I miss Farkle and Riley and even huckleberry. I don't want to be in here anymore. I know it's hasn't been that long but it still feels like a life time. They haven't came to visit AT ALL. I tried calling Riley but it rand once and she didn't answer. I think that she is declining my calls. It's probably because I hadn't told Riley about my cancer until it was three years later and I need to stay in the hospital for a month. So I can't really blame her and obviously that's why farkle hasn't. But I don't really talk to Lucas that much so yeah. But I'm sad that farkle hasn't because I may or may not have a crush on him. But anyways I just wish that someone would call or at least text me.

I feel so empty without any of my friends around and my mom and Shawn hardly come her I know five days isn't that long but they have only came here twice and that was like for 10 minutes each time. I feel like nobody wants to see me. I feel worthless like nobody wants to see me. Now I just want out of here. Or I at least want someone to come see me. I can feel my warm tears running down my face now. Why don't they want to see me I know I kept this secret for so long but I thought they would a least come here once.

But they will eventually come here maybe they are just afraid and don't want to see me like this. But I know they will come around they have to they are my best friends and I love them.