Since you've been gone || Nouis

Niall

"Harry please just give it to me." I said reaching for my phone

"No, this bitch texted you and I don't want him talking to you anymore. You're mine." Harry said pouting at me

"Yes Harry now give me my phone." I said slapping his arm softly

"You don't need this." he said throwing my phone on the couch

He pulled me closer to him and kissed my lips. I wish I could say that kissing Harry feels like tons of butterflies dancing around in my stomach but it just doesn't feel like that.
Harry's lips are amazingly soft and feels so nice but it just doesn't feel right.

"I love you Niall." he said in between the kiss

I pulled away and my eyes widened as I backed away. No, he can't love me. Well he does but I don't want to hurt him by saying that I don't love him back. I've always tried to avoid that subject but now it just seems like there's no escape.

"Niall?" Harry asked walking closer to me

"I um, I just have to think. Can I be alone please?" I asked but more likely kicking him out

"Okay, sorry." Harry sighed and left

Why can't I love Harry back? He's an amazing person. He's very nice, very caring, very loving. My heart just doesn't feel anything towards him. Why can't I love him?

"Because you still love Louis." said someone making me jump in my seat

Did I talk out loud?

"Oh my god Zayn you scared me." I said placing my hand on my chest

"I don't love Louis anymore Zayn. That's just crazy." I said rolling my eyes

"Okay then, what do you like about Harry?" Zayn asked sitting in front of me

"I like how he's nice and caring. He give me his whole attention. He always surprises me with small gifts. They're small but he picks them out with love. He's an amazing person." I said slightly smiling

"Okay, and what do you like about Louis?" Zayn asked

"Nothing." I scoffed

Zayn glared at me, "What are you doing here? Go to your boyfriend." I said shooing him away

"Niall." he said in a warning tone

I sighed, "I like, how he's very loving towards me. He makes me feel like I'm the most special person in the world. Whenever I'm with him, I feel like the world is at peace. Like there's no worries, no stress. I feel safe when I'm in his arms. His eyes are so hypnotizing, I could stare into his beautiful eyes all day. And I love how his hair is so soft when I run my fingers through it. Whenever he smiles or laughs, it makes me really happy. It makes me feel like everything will be okay. And when he kisses me, it's so addicting, it makes me beg for more. Everything about him is absolutely perfect to me." I said smiling wide

"And there's your answer." Zayn said smiling at me

"What?" I said raising my eyebrow

"You never stopped loving Louis." Zayn said getting up and left

how dare he.

I don't love Louis anymore.

or do I?