My Weirdest Thought In Unexplainable Reason

Why?

I was forced myself to know why. Why me? I keep quiet in the corner, but they noticed me and trying to get out from my place. They choose me to be which I can't be. Maybe I just don't have an enough confident to face those responsibilities. I was asking myself again. Why me? I don't even have a strength or power to lead, but all I can do is to suggest what my mind has and to assist what others were doing right away. But still they choose me. I was chosen. Chosen to lead a number of people. I can't even handle my own self how much more the others? I just give them a smile. An act which I can do for now at this time.

I'm afraid to make them expect nothing from me. To disappoint them. To fail them. But what I can do now? I just have to do what is must. I'll not swear, but I'll just try my best as I can. As a chosen one to be an unexpected one.

By the way, this is the outcome of our project last night on our university. Haha.xD It was made by a group of people, yet our professor rated it as incomplete.-, - . I think our group has the poorest work out of 6 groups. Haha, but our project will to be continued on Thursday. At least, we have fun together with my group mates. XD