Highschool ( senior year )

Facing Reality

As far got inside, I smiled weirdly at Dylan's number on my hand ,you see after j deserted Me I had to excuse myself to Dylan and he said We should meet up sometime and he gave me the numbers of my life

His phone number

Am one lucky girl... as I got up to my room I saw Kendra texting on her phone

" haven't slept yet?" I asked smirking

" I need to talk to you,seriously!" Ken said....

" can you Wait for a bit, I need to have a bath and I'll Be back".

I took shower and wore my pyjamas and sat next to Kendra as she gave me a stern look

" first of........ You kissed Fucking Dylan O'Brien, I mean the Dylan O'Brien, the one in maze runner, the one in teen wolf, the one in first time,the one on insta that We comment on every post !!! "she squealed

" I know, I know, I literally had a heart attack when his skin touch my waist..an-"

" okay okay not the point here,the point is you did it infront of Jeremy!! " she said looking disappointed in me

" what? I didn't even see- " and that's when it clicked

" Gosh he was behind me wasn't he,that's why he left early " I said in shock

" girl, he has been trying so hard to get back to you since the day he step foot off that plane, and you have just been pushing him away ,I mean he literally came in here looking so broken,his eye was red and I mean what's wrong with you? ,i wanted to tell you but i thought it was obvious enough,Annabelle !Open your Danm blue eyes and see what's infront of you!!" She said shaking my shoulders

"There's nothing to see Ken,he told me himself that he loved me, loved that means his moved on" I said

" did he say it while looking into your eyes?" She said with a ' you know am always right bitch' look

" Uh no,but-"

" shut up! No more but's, I mean let's just straighten things out,you got into the same college as him and you two clearly have a amazing connection ,you clearly love him,so why are you holding back?" She said

" you know I don't want to get hurt..." I said revealing the ugly truth

" you'll never know, Anna I have a gut feeling about this,either you do it now or you regret it your whole life" Kendra said

" okay fine,But am gonna go get a drink from the fridge,to give me a jump start" I said walking out the room
" his in the guest room " She said as I closed the door

I ran downstairs, my heart beating faster than ever
.I walked to the kitchen taking out a bottle of water and drinking it

As I was half way through I almost choked

" thirsty much.." he Said

I stopped and gulp the last amount of water I'd Taken

This is it,this is the real deal

" Hey.." I said awkwardly... turning to face him

OMG Hey?????! Ugh

He gave me a weak smile
And sat down at the bar stool

" so what was wrong with you earlier, leaving me like that" i said questioning him

I know the answer but i just wanted him to say it

" i was tired" he said plainfully

I walked to the counter leaning in to the opposite side where he was....

"Then why were you angry? " I said

" Why do you want to know Annabelle O'Brien? " he said Coldly

" Oh...I get it you were jealous" I said smirking

" look Annabelle " he said and lean in right in my face
" I don't get jealous! If I want something, I get it!" He said in a sexy voice

That was hot...

I chuckled " Really? I didn't ask you all of that thou,all I asked was why were you angry?"

" Annabelle... don't " he said Waking up from his sit and leaning to the wall

I walked to him and said " just tell me..."

He surprisingly pinned me to the wall hands to the side of my head and his body as close as ever

" you wanna know why I was angry,well it's because I've been trying to get your attention for days but this dude just showed up a few hours and your already craving him,I mean I was gonna kiss you at midnight But he kissed you first... and do you even know how Danm much that hurts...when you love someone you just-"

" do you love me?" I asked biting my lips
He was stunned by my question
And he gulped

" so danm much" he said crashing his lips on mine inserting his tongue with full sensation....

I pulled his head closer to me with my hands playing in his hair and my legs wrapped around him

I didnt even realized he put me on a bed, im guessing were in the guest room he,closed the door behind him and hovered on top of me...kissing my shoulders licking my neck

His hands moving in upperwards downwards motion on my thighs

He took of his shirt giving me a clear view of perfection and his shorts hang low just above his v line which made my hormones go crazy

Still had that effect on me

" I know my abs are abmazing " he said cockily

" actually there abnormal " i said laughing abit and ruining the whole moment

He shot me a death glare

" am just joking" i said raising my hands up indefeat

" am sorry for being very weird these past few days...it's just I've been really trying to move on" I said just letting the words out of my mind

" it's okay really" he said

" Are you sure because --"

" am sure " he said whispering in my ear

As i froze.... I felt his hands under my shirt... And in a second my shirt was off me....

" do you want to do this? " he said kissing my tummy

Which is not helping me answer the questions... It's just making me go crazy

" Annabelle do you want to do this?!" he said sliding his hands on my back to my bra...

" d-do what?" I said in-between my heavy breathing

" make love,beautiful " he said His hands playing with the back of my bra and looking into my eyes...

" yes, I want this " i said smiling at him....

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Hey guys! Yes I'm alive and well! And yes I updated

I AM SO SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING REGULARLY....

School! School is a tsunami of lessons am telling you! I try to make time for me to write but when I do have the time...I just write utter crap!!

Am having a never ending writers block

Bare with me please,and help me go through this, I want to become my character's again!! It's very difficult for me
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