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Everyone has their own impossible love..
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"I would give my life for L, simply because he is my best friend. And now that I am in his world with no one to live for but him, then without him, there would...
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I was nearly frightened to hear such words come out of his mouth. Two single streams tainted my soft cheeks.
"..n-no you are n-not in love with me.."
"Dream listen-"
"-YOU ARE NOT INLOVE WITH ME!!" I screamed, leaving a horrid silence in the room.
L looked distraut.
I looked away.
"If you loved me than you would have left me alone.." I shakily told him.
I looked back to L. He looked confused.
"..I've been so miserable..I was alright looking after those children. Mello, Near, they all liked me..they loved me and I loved them!! " I raised my voice looking him directly in the eye.
His eyes diluted the more I spoke. His eyes widened leaving the tierd marks under his eyes to stretch unsurely.
"YOU TOOK THEM AWAY FROM ME L!! YOU ARE THE REASON THEY DIED!! YOU DIDNT WANT TO LOOK INTO THE DEATH OF DEONS BROTHER AND THAT MADE HIM A CRIMINAL!! YOU CHOSE ANGELO, A LITTLE BOY TO PLAY YOUR STUPID ROLE AS A DETECTIVE AND I HAD TO FIND HIM HANGED IN THE MENTAL ROOM!! H-How does a l-little boy COMPREHEND TO DO SOMTHING LIKE THAT?!?!" I shrieked at such a pitch that my head started to hurt.
I felt my entire face heat up and boil at the sight of L's pitiful face.
That's when I broke down and fell to my knees.
I've lost my parents.
I grabbed my messy hair and screamed.
"ITS YOUR FAULT ITS ALL YOUR FAULT!!! " I then rose my head to meet his confused eyes once more.
I've lost my friends.
"And YOU ARE THE REASON BENNY IS DEAD AHHHHHHH!" I screamed launching myself to L with clenched fists, but I missed because he had quickly scrambled out the way, still seated.
I lost Angelo and Beyond Birthday.
I punched the wall that L previously sat behind as tears streamed down my cheeks.
I lost the boy I loved.
"Dream calm down-"
"-NO I WONT CALM DOWN DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW MUCH PAIN I HAVE BEEN IN?!? " I cried heavily against the wall.
But the boy I love is the reason I'm in pain.
"..." L stayed silent.
I-I'm in pain..
"..I loved Benny..so much.." I turned my head to look at L once more.
