Untold Scene
"Kyle in Korea"
Kyle POV
I am fvcking mad right now. I don't want to leave her, but damn! She fooled me. She cheated on me and I can't accept her anymore. Nakakadiri siya. Hindi ko maatim na may ibang lalaking humawak sa kaniya.
"Kyle, let's go bar hopping!" Yaya ni Mandy. Hindi ko alam ba't kailangan niyang sumunod sa akin dito sa Korea. I never ask her to follow me. Sa halip na mapag-isa ako dito, hindi. Because of her.
I sighed. I still can't get over...
"Leave me alone." I said.
"Pero, Kyle..."
Sinamaan ko siya ng tingin. Nababadtrip ako lalo.
Nakuha naman siya sa tingin kaya padabog siyang lumabas sa kwarto ko. Nakakapasok siya dito sa hotel suite ko dahil sa katabing suite ko lang ang kwarto niya.
Sinundan na niya ako dito sa Korea. Pati dito sa hotel. Tch. Ayoko sa pagiging clingy niya. It's annoying.
I opened my facebook. I tapped the search box and type...
Che...
No. I need to stop. I need to forget her. I need to fvcking hate her!
Ibinato ko ang cellphone ko sa kama. Damn it. I hate it that I'm missing her.
Her smile.
Her innocence.
Her laughter.
Her eyes.
Her face.
Her lips.
Her...
Damn! How could I forget her? How! When my whole system is so attached to her? My whole system only wants her, only loves her, only likes her? Fck it.
I stood up and get some beer from my mini fridge. I sat on the couch and drink my beer.
From now on, to forget her, I need to start from preventing myself not to stalk her via social networks. I don't want to know what's going on to her. I don't want to read nor to hear any news about her. I just... Don't want. Because I know, forgetting about her is not easy as one, two, three.
I heavily sighed. The fact that I'm missing her even I'm very mad. Is this even normal? How can I forget her? How?
I looked at the door when I heard knocking. And who the hell is that?
Bumukas iyon at iniluwa si Mandy. Again?
"I said, leave me alone."
"Pero Kyle..." She showed me her puppy eyes look. She looks literally like a puppy.
Some girls loves showing their puppy eyes look like they will look charming. Hell no. They look liked a dog. A puppy.
As what Mandy saying, yes, before, na-inlove ako sa kaniya. Mianahal? No. Napatunayan kong hindi ganoon kalalim ang nararamdaman ko sa kaniya nuon nang makilala ko si Chelsea at nang mahalin ko siya.
Wala ng natitira para sa kay Mandy na kahit katiting dahil ang buong ako ay para kay Chel---
NO.
I need to avoid saying her name. Or even thinking about her name.
"Just leave me alone."
"Paano mo siya makakalimutan kung narito ka lang sa suite mo? Umiinom ng beer?" Inagaw niya sa akin ang beer ko. And seriously, I want to slap her for doing that.
"Don't act like we're close."
"We were, Kyle. Close na close pa nga, e. To the point that you were kissing me." She winked at me.
"Shut up."
"Remember when you were madly in love with me? Mahal na mahal mo ako Kyle."
"I said, shut up!"
She sighed. "Kyle. Kaya nga ako narito para tulungan kang makalimot, e. Saka ayaw mo no'n? Tayong dalawa, dito sa Korea. Let's have some fun. Bar hopping, shopping or kahit galain natin ang buong Korea, I don't mind. Kasama kita kaya hindi ako mabo-bore o ano."
"Do what you want. Leave me alone. How many times do I need to tell you that?" I glared at her. I'm not in the mood and she's starting to piss me off.
Umupo siya sa tabi ko. Hindi siya natitinag sa pinapakita kong pagsusungit sa kaniya. How dare her?
Hinaplos niya ang braso ko. Wala iyong effect sa akin. I don't know but I feel like, I only belong to one woman and I am prohibited to feel any affection from other women.
"Mandy. Please." I massage my temple. Nauubusan na ako ng pasensya.
Lalo niyang hinaplos ang braso ko. I even felt her breast brushing my arms. Damn it. Is she this desperate to get my attention? It won't work because I am faithful.
Oh, fck. Why do I need to be faithful in the first place? She cheated on me. She, fcking..
Nang maisip kong hindi dapat ako maging tapat kay Chelsea dahil sa ginawa niya sa akin ay hindi ko din inasahan ang gagawin ko.
I grabbed Mandy's head and kissed her. It's not a gentle kiss, but a harsh one. I am mad. I am pissed!
She responded on my kisses with the same intensity. I was lost, and seconds passed, I stopped.
Halos hingalin ako sa ginawa ko. Tangna, pakiramdam ko niloko ko si Chelsea sa ginawa ko but she deserves it! She fooled me. She broke me.
"That was hot, Kyle. I want more." Mandy said and tried to kiss me pero umiwas ako.
"Leave." I said on my cold tone.
"Pero nagsisimula na tayo, Kyle. You're no fun. Come on, we can do anything we want. Anything you want from me."
I glared at her. "Shut up and leave. I don't need you. I don't need anyone."
"But you kissed me! It means, you need me. Ako ang makakatulong sa iyo na kalimutan ang babaeng mukhang katulong na iyon!"
Lalong sumama ang tingin ko sa kaniya. "Don't fcking insult my girl in front of me."
"Pero iyon ang totoo! Isa pa, she's a whore! Niloko ka niya! Kaya huwag mo na siyang ipagtanggol, Kyle!"
I tried to calm myself but I can't. Tumayo ako saka sinapa ang glass table. Nabasag iyon.
"Get out! Or I will fcking kick you out!"
Nasindak naman siya kaya mabilis siyang lumabas ng kwarto ko. Napasabunot ako sa sarili ko.
Tangna! Chelsea. Bakit mo ba ako ginago?! Bakit mo ako sinaktan? Bakit mo ako niloko?! Bakit naghanap ka pa ng iba?! Bakit?!
Pinagsusuntok ko ang pader. Wala akong pakialam kung manakit ang kamao ko. I continued punching the wall.
"Putang'na, Chelsea! Ang sakit sakit. Mahal na mahal kita. Fck. Mahal na mahal kita!!"
Tumigil ako at napaupo sa sahig. I don't care if my fist are bleeding. I can't feel the pain. Mas masakit ang nararamdaman ko dahil sa ginawa ng babaeng mahal ko.
Hindi ko maisip kung ano ang pagkukulang ko sa kaniya. Hindi ko alam kung bakit mas pinili niyang gumawa ng kababuyan kasama ang ibang lalaki. Hindi ko alam kung minahal niya ba talaga ko. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang nagawa kong mali para gaguhin niya ako. Hindi ko alam kung bakit niya ako niloko.
I'm fcking lost. Ang sakit sakit.
Leaving her is one of the hardest thing to do but I did. Because I am hurt, I'm in pain. And no one can blame me for doing this. Hindi ko kakayaning makita siya sa araw araw na maiisip ko ang kababuyang ginawa niya.
Nagkamali ako ng pagkakakilala sa kaniya. I thought she was innocent. I thought she is different. I though she loves me. But all of those were all just a thought.
What should I do now? Forget her. Stop loving her and face my new life. New life without her.
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