Journal Diary Thingy

0.6

This is depressing... Read at your own risk..

I feel so loved (I'm being so sarcastic)

Its funny how you give your friends things and help them and stupid stuff like that just for them to leave and stab you in the back.

I just need a break from life
I need to go to paradise
I won't leave
I won't stay
I'll just go away

(Yes I just made that up, I know I'm amazing)

But seriously, why can't I be considered important and for once not just be there?

Is that so hard for everyone to do? Apparently it is..

I need to be saved
Kept alive
Feel alright
Stay the night
Not saying goodbye

(Another one! Ha DJ kahled... For real I need to stop with these comments cause no one will take me seriously)

What can I do to take the pain away?
Without hurting myself or anyone?
Maybe there is no way at all
Maybe there will never be a way
So many questions no answers...

I don't even know the reason my dad comes home late
Maybe he is actually working and fixing cars
Or maybe he is cheating on my mum and fixing cars to cover up his act

I don't know
I don't think I will know

This family is over
But maybe it never was a thing

All I know is that
I need my actual fam with me right now

I wish I knew other things though