philosophy [k.nj]

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Namjoon: it's getting colder

Namjoon: the winter is near

Namjoon: i hope it will be freezing cold in a bit

Me: why?

Namjoon: the cold is reassuring

Namjoon: it reminds me of the fact that there's still something colder than the feeling of loneliness

Me: are you lonely?

Namjoon: in a sense, yes

Namjoon: there are people around me all the time

Namjoon: but i still feel like i'm alone

Me: you don't have to feel lonely anymore, i'm here! :)

Namjoon: stop

Me: what?

Namjoon: stop pretending

Me: what do you mean?

Namjoon: god dammit, stop pretending you are fine and happy and not lonely

Namjoon: stop acting like you can be friends with me if you aren't even friends with yourself

Me: i don't know what you're talking about. have a good day.

! Me: who the fuck are you

! Me: how did you know

! Me: why did you know

! Me: i can't stop pretending, though. i don't want others to know

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