philosophy [k.nj]

девять

! Me: good bye namjoon

! Me: i told you i'd end up leaving you, didn't i?

! Me: or, rather, i didn't exactly tell you since i deleted the messages again, like the coward i am, but that isn't important anymore

! Me: even if i don't like to admit it, i liked your presence, i liked knowing that someone was there

! Me: i'm sorry kim namjoon

! Me: you'll probably hear the news at school

! Me: "noh seong-ja committed suicide. can you believe it? i thought she was such a happy girl." by that time, my body's probably already dragged away from the bottom of the lake

! Me: i just can't live with myself anymore, i can't be happy anymore

! Me: and if there's no happiness, then why should i continue living, if there's no reason to live?

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