Poems for The Boredom

I want to tell you I miss you

I am sorry I have not talked to you in awhile.

Probably because I am oh so tired.

Which does not make any sense,

because all I do is sleep.

But all that sleep,

does nothing to make me feel not weak.

I want to say hi, tell you I miss you.

But I can't breathe.

I can't get up, I can't move.

I am sorry I have not talked to you in awhile.

I am sorry I never said goodbye. 

You never made much effort.

So I didn't think you would care if I die.