I read this book called" 100 voice mails". It kinda reminded me about myself without the coma part. Except When I came back I lost every fucking thing and noone cared ,everyone gave up on me and left even though I said no matter what I'd come back to them. All they had to do was wait for me. But hey that only happens in books right.
-I screenshot one of three voicemails that hit me the hardest for you to see. I recommend reading this book.