It was happening again.
I was alive but I couldn't wake up.
I focused on my breathing, feeling and hearing the deep heavy breaths making my chest rise. I tried not to cry.
Again I was left motionless and unable to move
Again I couldn't speak
Again I could hear everything, even though it was muffled
Again
Again
Again I heard his voice
My breathing stopped, and lump formed in my throat. I could feel my heart rate rapidly increasing, fear slowly drowning me. I tried to open my eyes but I couldn't so eventually gave up.
"Jungkook"
I never knew that someone saying my name could sound so perfect, yet truly horrifying at the same time. I just knew that it was Taehyung, my instinct and heart agreeing with my conclusion. I wanted to respond but knew I couldn't.
"Is it my fault?"
My thoughts came to a halt as I processed the words. I had no idea what he was talking about.
"I was really cold. I think you were too"
My brain clicked onto an answer. The rain. I wanted to agree that it was cold but I was helpless. More of me wanted to ask why he thought this was his fault, whatever this was.
"Namjoon and Jin are worried. Your cousin called a moment ago. He only just found out. Apparently he got into the dance college and they banned him from contact to others that weren't family for two terms."
I had no idea who or what he was going on about. I thought I didn't have any family.
"Yoongi said he'll pick him up and bring him here soon."
I wanted to smile at the thought of meeting someone new, but Taehyung sounded sad and I couldn't help but want to share his pain.
"I really want to kiss you again"
I wanted him to kiss me too.
"I should rest. I'll see you in the morning, Kookie."
His voice was soft, and not as terrifying anymore. I inwardly smiled and tried to blank out my mind, not sure how I was meant to fall asleep.
I laid in silence for at least two minutes before Taehyung spoke up again. "You probably won't hear so I guess you won't mind me singing to you, right?"
I was surprised, not originally seeing Taehyung as the type to sing. I listened, waiting for his voice to reach my ears again.
"Sorry, Kookie. I can't do it, not while you're like this. Soon, I promise."
I decided not to think up theories, and to just store his words in my memory. I told myself to one day make him sing for me. He did promise.
I slowly drifted off into a land of confusing dreams, Taehyung's voice still with me like last time, except now bringing me comfort.
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this is so shIT, I CAN'T
blehsj, sorry for the wait
Again
(Also, a new Yoonmin ff is on the way, ayyy)
