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This letter is a special because it's not only addressed to Chase, but also for Ace, as well. I hope you enjoyed this! Please don't forget to vote and comment. <3

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Dear Chase and Ace, (hah, that rhymes!)

I just found some poems I wrote for the two of you. I'm so embarrassed I didn't even finish reading them. I honestly can't believe that I liked you, Ace, enough to write something like that about you. And Chase, I can't believe that I used to(?) like you enough to write about you in that way. What the actual fuck?

But it also makes me sad. I've read somewhere that the saddest thing in life is for someone to hate something they used to love. I'm not saying I used to to love you (but I'm also not saying that I don't hate you). It's just that...you used to be my inspiration, you know? You motivated me to do things that I normally wouldn't do, not because I wanted you to notice me, but because I was inspired by you. And now you just make me mad and angry and anxious all the time.

- C


(edit: Hello, dear readers! I would just like to inform you that this is NOT the last chapter. So don't panic, haha. We still have 11 chapters to go so please stay tuned!)

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