I hate myself for still wanting him

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I hate that he wasted six months of my life. And in the end , he left because his spark died while mine was still fully lit. I'll never forget the way he said he could have loved me one day. I knew he was lying but oh God how I wanted it to be true. I wanted it to be more true than the tears flowing down my cheeks.
He doesn't deserve my sadness. I know he doesn't. But I can't help that he took a part of me I'll never get back.
I'll never forgive myself for letting him have it.
I don't know if I'll even be able to love again.
It's all his fault.

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