Part 21 ~ Radioactive

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  "Chris, you're late! You're up next!" I hear my boss say as I come out of the dressing room. "Got it!" I say as I run toward the stage. When I reach it I pull off my robe and walk out onto the stage as Imagine Dragons' 'Radioactive' plays. I walk up to the pole and start to dance moving my body to the beat. Men place money on the stage and start to remove my outfit until I am only wearing my heels. I close my eyes as the music flows through me. As the song ends I grab my clothes and money and quickly walk off the stage.

"You always do a hell of a dance." I hear my boss say and I smile. "Thanks." I quickly walk back to my dressing room and change. I hear a knock on my door and say, "Yeah!" I look up as my boss enters. "Hey I need you to work the floor, Jenny just called in sick." Before I can say anything he closes the door and leaves. I contemplating showing up at Jenny's house to see if she is really sick but quickly force the idea out of my head.

I walk threw backstage and make my way to the bar when I see him. I stand frozen in my footsteps as I look over at him flirting with one of the other girls. I look around and see and empty spot at the end of the bar and make a bee line for it. As I reach it I let out a sigh of relief that he hadn't seen me. "Chris are you okay?" I turn to see Maria staring at me from the other side of the bar. "Yeah, I'm fine. Um can you hand me a bottle of Jack." She nods as she reaches behind her and hands me the Jack. I set fifty buck on the table and say, "Keep the change."


I turn away from the bar and look for a good looking man drinking Jack. I keep looking but no one stands out to me. All of the sudden I feel someone touch my butt and I turn to see a nasty old man with rotten teeth staring at me. "Hey sexy, how about a dance?" I roll my eyes and say, "Sorry but no," I turn to leave but am stopped by him grabbing my arm. "Come on baby, you know you want too." I jerk my arm out of his hand and say, "No, means no asshole!" His smile fades as he reaches back up and tightens his grip on my arm. "Don't touch the girls." A big bouncer shows up beside me and grabs the guys arm. The guy rips his arm out of the bouncers grip and in the process knocks me down the bottle of jack braking on the floor.


"Aww man!" I say as I stand back up. "You okay Miss Chris?" the bouncer says and I nod as I look at the broken bottle of Jack on the floor. I look back up at the disgusting man and say as my eyes turn grey, "You know you messed with the wrong girl." The guy stares at me in fear then turns and runs out of the bar. I let out a sigh as I look down at my body covered in Jack. "Thank you." I say to the bouncer as he walks back to the door. I walk over to the bar and say, "Can I get another bottle?" She nods and then hands me another bottle.


"This ones on me." I hear and turn to see Dean standing next to me. My eyes widen as I look at him. "Are you okay, that guy looked pretty fugly," I smile as I say, "I can take care of myself." He smiles as he says, "I bet you can." I open the bottle and take a swig. "So what's your name?" I smile sarcastically as I say, "Sam, my name is Sam." He nods as he smiles at Maria. "You know you look familiar, have we met before?" I roll my eyes and say, "Thanks for the bottle but I have to get back to work." 

"Wait I just bought you a bottle of Jack, why don't we share it?" I look at Maria and say, "Can you hand me one of the beer glasses." Maria nods as she hands me a glass.

I pour half the bottle into the glass and say, "Here, this is your share." Then I smile as I say, "Thanks for the drink." I turn and start to walk away when my boss shows up in front of me and says, "Chris, what the hell are you doing?" I freeze and am about to say something when I hear Dean say, "Chris?"

 I swallow a gulp of air as I say, "I'm getting back to work sir." Then I walk past him and head backstage. "Are you okay?" one of the girls asks me and I shake my head, "No actually I think I may have hit my head a little hard on the floor. Um tell the boss man that I'll be back next week, and if he wants me tell him to call me." she nods as I push past her and head to my dressing room.

I quickly change and grabbing my truck keys I head out the back door. I am almost to my 1981 GMC Sierra Grande when I hear a noise off in the bushes. I turn and look in the direction and roll my eyes as the disgusting drunk walks toward me. "How about that dance?" Grabbing my keys I ignore him and walk to the driver's side door. I am suddenly aware of hands on my waist pushing me against the truck door. I try to push off the truck but I am stuck there his hands forcing themselves into my pants. "Get off me!" I yell out as I try to get free of his hold. "Hey!" I hear a male voice yell and I turn to see Dean walking over toward us rage in his eyes.


He rips the guys off me and punches him in the face. "She said no!" Dean says as he continues to punch the guy in the face over and over again. "Dean stop!" I say as I grab his arm and pull him away from the drunks' unconscious body. Dean turns to face me and says, "What the hell were you thinking coming to work at a place like this?" I look at him and say, "I don't have to explain myself to you!" I push past him and try to get to my truck when he grabs my arm and says, "Dammit Chris I thought you were dead!" 

I turn back to face him and say, "Why do you care you left remember?" he clenches his jaw as he says, "I'm sorry I had to save the world!" I roll my eyes and jerk my arm out of his grip and say, "You did save the world Dean, good for you." 

"Chris, why didn't you tell me you were okay?" I shake my head as I say, "Dean why don't you just go back to pretending I was dead, you seemed a whole lot happier back then."

He looks at me and tilts his head and says, "What are you talking about I blame myself everyday for what happened?" My anger starts to get the best of me and I say, "Why don't you go back to your quiet little suburban family and leave me alone?" Before he can say anything else I turn and climb into my truck and start it. "Chris turn the truck off and talk to me." He says as he knocks on the truck window. "Goodbye Dean." I say then drive off and quickly make my way home.


When I walk threw the door Berjhawn is there to meet me. "Chris are you okay?" I shake my head and say, "I need a moment to change." 

"Okay?" she says as she walks into the living room. Moments later I hear a knock on my bedroom door and I turn toward it and say "Yeah?" Sam opens the door and comes in and says, "Chris, can we talk now?" I let out a sigh and say, "Yeah, come on in." I run a hand through my hair and wait for him to talk. "I think you and Dean should talk." 

"Not you too Sam, not you too!" I say letting my voice get a little louder than I should have. "Chris I think it would be good for both of you. He thinks you're dead and he blames himself." 

"Well he should it's his fault! None of this would have happened to me if I hadn't met him."

Sam looks down at his feet and says, "Chris if you wouldn't have met Dean you wouldn't have the boys." I open my mouth to argue but quickly close it and walk over to the window. "Look I know you are still mad at him, but don't you think the boys deserve to know their father?" I nod as I say, "Sam, I've seen Dean already." Sam jumps up and walking over to her says, "What, when?" I look out the window and say, "A few minutes ago, he showed up at the bar and almost beat a guy to death for touching me." Sam lets out a chuckle as he says, "That sounds like Dean." I smile as I say, "For you Sam I'll think about it, okay?" he nods and then hugs me. 

I hug him back and he gently kisses my forehead and my body trembles under his touch, a distant memory popping into my head. "Sam, sometimes i wish it was you instead of Dean." he lets out a sigh as he says, "When i remember the time we spent together i do too. i would never have stopped trying to bring you back from the cage, but you know and as much as i hate to say this; Dean really does love you." 

"Don't you love me?" He lets out a sigh as he says, "Chris what happened between us shouldn't have. i don't regret it but, if Dean ever found out i don't know how he would handle it." I tighten my grip around his waist as i say, "I know," i lean up and cupping his face in my hands say, "Thank you for being there for me Sam." Then I gently kiss his lips. I suddenly feel his hand on my waist lifting me up into the air. I hear a knock on my door and i quickly pull away from him. "I'm sorry Sam, i don't know what came over me?" he shakes his head as he says, "No it was my fault. i'll see you out there." then he leaves and I decide to change my clothes.

I walk over to my dresser and pull out a pair of shorts and I smile as I spot Dean's ACDC shirt. I reach over and picking it up I hold it to my chest and try not to cry. "What am i doing?" i say to myself as I lift it up and slide it over my shoulders and smile as I look into the mirror. I walk out of my room and head down to the living room where Michael and Gabe are playing Uno with Sam and Joelle. I sit down on the couch and smile as I watch them.

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