Lately,
I've gotten so caught up,
In the illusion of friendship,
That I didn't relize,
I was just setting myself up,
For getting hurt,
And hurting others.
The feeling of,
Always having someone around,
Was so great,
That I got addicted,
To making fake promises,
and pretending like now,
Will never end.
I was a fool,
To think that for once,
A friendship with someone,
Would actually last.
I should of known,
That edventually ,
I'd push everyone away,
Even when I don't try.
I guess it's in my nature,
To ruin every good thing ,
That comes my way.
People always say,
That if it wasn't meant to be,
Then It won't work out.
For a long time,
I believed them,
I believed that everything happens,
For a reason.
But now I'm starting to question,
My blind faith of the universe.
Fate doesn't destroy,
Everything that gets destroyed in my life,
Is destroyed with my own hand.
It's like this overwhelming feeling takes over me,
And I'll I see are blurs ,
As I tarnish the pure goodness,
Of people who are just trying to help.
My mom,
My uncle,
My friends,
My family ,
I've caused them all to give up on me.
Which is why,
Friendship is an illusion.
Those promises made only lasts for a few months,
Before they quickly fade away,
In a storm that's been destined to come,
Since the moment two people,
Just said hi.
This is a tribute to anyone who has caused the downfall of a relationship. This past month I've ruined all but five (maybe not even) friendships. So I've been a little down.
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Tolerant
PoetryIt's just poems I wrote. There are mostly about life and things I've learn or feelings I once felt. I hope you enjoy reading them. Also the poems are tributes to people who have gone through some tough things.
