Pack Of Lyons

ch 33

Cookies pov /

Lucious walked in behind Meriah and London , and that childish female anika behind him. I shook my head and walked down the stair's through the crowd of everybody dressed in White.

"Champagne Mrs Lyon ?" Asked a waiter with a tray full of glasses filled with champagne on it.

I nodded my head and grabbed a glass...but before I could drink some , I started to feel funny. I walked outside to get some fresh air hoping it would take the feeling away , but nothing happened , so what's the point of being at a party even though your not feeling to hot ? Then once Lucious and I announce that were back together , all the pictures and flashes and questions is just going to add more stress and I don't need it.

I got in my black Mercedez and drove myself to empire nobody was here. It was dark and quiet the only thing you could hear was my heels clicking. I took the elevator up to the top floor where my office was located. I sat down at my desk and started to write.

Dwayne ,

It can't be this way , as much as I hate to say it...we were made to be together but , I'm scared. Scared that your going to hurt me again. I can't go through that pain again Lu honestly. Baby I love you more then anybody has ever loved someone. You've given me everything I could ever ask for , a good marriage , five beautiful children ...the family I never had you gave that to me and made it all possible. I appreciate you so much. But I can't bear the fear Lucious , I can't. I just wanted to tell you this through this paper because that's the best way. I'm sorry I really am , I love you so much baby. Don't worry about lil ol me okay ? I'll be fine . just know you'll always have my heart

~ xoxo , Mercedes

PS ; happy birthday.

I kissed the letter leaving my lipstick print on it.

I sighed as tears streamed down my face and I stood up and walked to his office and sat it on his desk , then walking out of the building and into my car and driving to my house.