LETTERS → BHZ | FIN

42; From Tobi

Dear Ethan,
Harry here. Went to see Tobi the other day to get him to write you this.
- H.

"Dear Ethan,
I've never felt so isolated. So bad, so negative, so full of hatred. I will never be able to live with myself, knowing I was the one who hurt you slowly.

I remember when you moved into the same building as me and some of the other lads. I was so happy. Just knowing we'd spend more time together and get closer made me feel great, because, let's face it; we were never the closest. After all those months and weeks went by, we were as close as anything.

But the day I told you about me dealing, I knew it was a bad mistake. You insisted on trying some, and that's when I gave you the first dose. Sometime in June. We kept it a secret as I gave you more and more and I should've stopped you.

Thing is, I hate myself. I always will. But I'll never take our memories for granted, I'll never forget you. I love you bro. I got what I deserved, just rest easy.

- Tobi. "