Maka, i'm sorry for everything i've done. I wish I could apologize to Crona, i'm afraid that if I even come close to you or him he'll chop me into pieces. I probably deserve it, I ruined everything. You don't have to accept my apology either, I deserve that too. In fact, I won't be dissapointed or sad or surprised if you throw this letter back into my face and curse at me. I deserve everything that you and Crona have in store for me. I'll apologize for everything i've done.
1: I'm sorry I ruined our partner and friend ship
2: I'm sorry we'll never be able to resonate again
3: I'm sorry that i'm always a self-centered jerk
4: I'm sorry that I show off to piss you off
5: I'm sorry I never listened to you
6: I'm sorry that I got confused
7: I'm sorry that i'm afraid to speak to you
8: I'm sorry I got jealous in the first place
9: I'm sorry I kissed you
10: I'm sorry I betrayed you and Crona
Maka, I can go on and on apologizing about everything i've done. There are over a hundred I need to apologize for, these are the 10 most important ones I needed to say. To be honest Maka, I was completely confused. I've never actually fallen in love before. So, when I felt like I needed to be more protective and controlling of you, I thought I had feelings. Pathetic huh? Yeah, I show off all the time about being too cool and always having a girlfriend, but really it's never happened. Those girls you saw me with? I payed them to make you jealous, which never worked. Crona was right, i'm being more like a big brother than a lover. I love you Maka, but as my friend and my little sister. We don't have to be blood related to be family, you taught me that and so did Crona. I love Amanda. I really do, she taught me what love really is. Also, i'm kind of in a deep depression trying to forgive myself for things i've done... I've also been drinking a lot.... If I show up at your house one day drunk, ignore everything I say and shut the door in my face. I don't know what i'll do, so better be on the safe side. Theresa hates me, I understand that. She's your new partner and Amanda's big sister, of course she'll be angry at me. If you do forgive me, don't make her accept me. I want her to know by herself that I can be a good person. Amanda has been teaching me things i've never known before and i'm becoming a better person. So, hopefully a secret visit from me won't happen... Maka, I wish I could continue this note forever apologizing, but unfortunatley I run out of paper... So, i'll say sorry for the thing that hurts me the most. I'm sorry I betrayed you and Crona. You were my closest friend and Crona is a cool person, he was becoming my best friend too. I wish I could redo everything i've done. If you do forgive me, don't make Crona forgive me either. I deserve to be hated by him. I actually wish he hates me. I've done the worst thing to him and you, I can't even describe how much I wish I could fix this. Love is the only thing that will turn an enemy into a friend, you taught me that when Crona became our friend. But, Love is also the only thing that will turn a friend into an enemy, I learned that the hard way. Forgive me or not, I accept either. Will you please give me an answer by Monday? You can think longer too, I just want to know. Tell Crona i'm sorry and i'm sorry I couldn't tell him in person. Also, tell him that I think it's awesome he's standing up to people. He's gaining confidence and isn't as shy anymore. That Medusa bitch screwed up his life, we became friends and I can tell his world has completely changed. He's happy now, especially with you. You two need eachother, so continue being the cute couple you are.
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RomanceAwww, Crona and Maka discover that they have feelings for eachother. Even though they're still very young, they can already tell that they're going to have wonderful lives with eachother. Every relationship has its little issues, but these two can't...
