†♡It All Started In A Hospital♡†

Chapter 3: Jump

Annabelle Swan's POV

It's been a few weeks since my day with the pack and it's helped me a little bit but... I'm still depressed.

I miss Carlisle...

I miss Bella.
I miss Edward...

I miss Jasper.
I miss Rosalie...

I miss everybody.

I just can't stop thinking about them. As much as I try to not think about them. I hate this so much. I just wanna be better. Happy.

Paul and the pack gave me that... But not the happiness I want.

I wanna play with Renesmee.
I wanna be annoyed by shopping with Alice.
I wanna gossip with Rosalie.

I wanna wrestle with Emmett.
I wanna play mind reading games with Edward.
I wanna hang out with Jasper.

I wanna chill and watch movies with Bella.

But most of all... I wanna be with Carlisle.

I wanna cuddle with him.
Let him read to me.
I wanna be in his arms again.
I miss him the most.

Then it's Bella, then Jasper, then Rosalie, then Edward, Alice, and Emmett.

Why did they have to leave? Why did they leave?

What did I do?

I got up from my bed and go downstairs. I grab my car keys from the counter and walked to the door.

"Be back later, dad." I say.

"Be careful." He says.

I walk out and leave. I then start driving and let my mind wander off. I was paying attention to the road though.

I park my car and then walk through the woods. I just walked. A memory flashed through my mind.

FLASHBACK 1

I was laughing up a storm as Carlisle chased me around the house. We had been dating for 6 months and it was amazing.

I'm on cloud 9.

Everyone had gone hunting so it was just us. I ran around the kitchen and ram right into Carlisle's chest and he catches me in a firm hold, keeping me from falling back.

"Got you." He says, kissing my nose.

I giggle.

"Carlisle, when were you changed?" I ask.

"1663." He says.

"Holy shit." I say and he laughs at my shocked reaction.

"How old do people think you are?" I ask.

"Right now, about 33." He says.

"Someone's technically old enough to be my father." I say and he smirks.

"I wouldn't mind you calling me daddy." He murmurs in my ear then kissing my neck.

I bite back a moan and stiffen. He chuckles and lifts me onto the counter.

We kiss and I cup his face and his hands rest on my hips.

"I love you." He says.

"I love you, too." I say.

We kiss again and then he helps me down and we go cuddle on the couch while watching a movie.

END OF FLASHBACK

I wipe a tear that fell and keep walking through the woods.

I came to a stop and soon found myself at the cliff that Bella told me she jumped off of when Edward left her.

I sigh and looked over.

It was so damn tempting. I just wanna jump and let everything go.

It's not worth living if I can't have Carlisle, my sister, or my family. I'll feel extremely guilty leaving Charlie and my mom.

But I can't. I miss Carlisle and Bella and everyone too much.

"Anna." I hear.

I close my eyes and smile. Edward.

"Anna, don't do this, please." He says.

"You left me. You all did. Watch me." I say then drop my backpack.

I look down at my clothes.

(But converse instead of the boots)

"Anna... Please. For Bella." He says.

I take a step closer.

"For me." He says.

I take one step closer.

"For Carlisle." He says.

"You guys won't stay with me any other way." I say.

"Annabelle. Please." He begged.

I jump.

I landed right into a wave.

I was thrown around for a while until it started to stop.

I went up to the surface and barely got to gasp before another wave came tumbling back down on me.

I did some flips and then my back and head collided with the cliff. I started to sink as my vision blurred. I saw red surrounding liquid me.

Shit.

That's blood.

I look to my right and saw... Edward.

I soon felt someone pull me out of the water.

But by that point...

It had turned black.