Chapter 37

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Justin's POV

I stared down at wooden floor as i took another gulp of my beer hearing every drop of the rain drops, i felt hurt,confuse and all guilty, after all tge things that has happened between us we never knew we've come to this point, the woman whom i loved the most is the same person that im going to hurt

I felt the most strongest guilt i have and somehow i still have the urge to follow them and begged for forgiveness, all this time i blame selena

"Justin" pattie calls out to me as she tries to take off the beer in my hands but i slap her hand away, i didn't want to be rude to her but i felt a slash of anger at everyone right now

She lets out a loud sigh as i felt her give up and sat down on th couch, there we're a moment of silent until taylor came in with andernaline rush and tense is plastered into her face

"Pattie...?" She breaths when she saw her but when her eyes found mine her face became furious as she walks towards me and before i knew it i felt her buried on my cheeks with a loud smack my head turned away from her slap, the pain still lingers into my cheeks

Pattie gasps as i face her furious tears falling down in her cheeks it was obvious she knows and i couldn't help but guess how

"You asshole!!!" She shouts at my face as other hurtful words follows all about me being at total jerk

"Taylor calm down" pattie convinces her as she tried to stop her gripping her arms and forcing her to look at my mother

"Calm down?! Calm the f*ck down?!!! How the effin f*ck should i calm down?!" Taylor shouts at my mother as her face grew redder, Pattie's face softens

And i couldn't help but notice why would she cry this much

"Selena and emory they had an accident on the way" taylor mutters almost coldly this time but still sobbing, as u stared at her wide eyes as same as pattie

"What?" I ask letting out a small pray that she was just kidding but why the fuck not she couldn't be joking in this moment

"You heard me you jerk!! It was all because of you!! All you!! You have to be guilty now asshole!" Taylor shouts at me as tears fell down and my heart clenches

I can't help but sob out loud as patrie started to cry, the words are still frozen around my body repeating over and over again she was right it was all my fault all of it, and i could only pray that they would be okay i couldn't lose them i might die no I'll die

"How-"

"Selena called me and i got surprise when the voice i have expected didn't answer , they said she had an accident with emory on the way to their destination her car was uplift unfortunately the road they drived on was to thin and was on a mountain and they falled" taylor mutters shakingly as pattie gasps covering her mouth her eyes we're glisten with painful tears

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