i am sorry for being m.i.a

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by PLVTONIC

by PLVTONIC

song: let it go by james bay

okay, first and foremost i have been so inactive lately, i am so sorry. its been over two months since i last posted and i will say my life has changed a lot, so this will be another life update. sorry life updates are boring but i should hopefully get back to the swing of things.

in the last two months of my hectic life i have managed to:

1) get a new weave, hence the photo. i like posting photos of myself on here so i get to see how much i am changing appearance wise. people are always growing and changing and i have noticed that theres tons of changes in my appearance this year, but versatility is important to me and my growth as a person. mami lovin that 20 inch brazilian ayeee

2) i traveled the world. i dont know if i mentioned that previously but my school gives us a chance to travel every year and i recently went to europe and loved it more than anything. i will express my love more about it when i post a college + future entry but i would go back if i could. i went to germany, austria, czech republic, switzerland and liechtenstein. i did it with some of best people in the world and i wouldnt trade that experience for anything. i want to go back. you can see some pics on my insta @sar.jpeg

3) i got a job. i work at panera now!
which is kick ass because i could really use the money. i hate having to rely on other people especially my family so now i get my own money, i get to learn more about responsibility and i love it.

4) i starred in a school musical. i was in legally blonde and i was professor callahan. its a role originally written for a guy but i killed it and thats all that mattered.

5) i am going through my third midlife crisis at the age of 16. i fell in love again with the devil and havent learn to let it go (hence the music reference). i fell for a boy who i know isnt good for me, who i have been warned about but has made me the happiest i have ever been, pretty toxic right? the same boy i have written about, the senior, the one i have liked for over two years. i saw the most beautiful places with him, i talked to him all night while on top of the world (literally we were 7000km up the swiss alps), i have smiled and laughed until my stomach hurt, but i am learning more about the bad of him and i dont know what to do about that. so i am confused, but i hope to figure it out before he leaves me for college.

so whats next? i want to get back to writing, i have to especially over the summer. i have a lot of shit to figure out and i lot of things needed to get done and i hope to bring you guys along with it. to bigger and better things.

much love xx

#staywoke