The boy that you loved, is the man that you fear~ Marilyn Manson

Chapter 17

Previously:

I enter the restroom and walk into one of the stalls. I sit down on the seat and look down at the box in my hand, "Oh gosh..." I say to myself and start to take deep breaths in and out. "I can do this" I say to myself. I start to unwrap and open the box, I pull out one of the pregnancy tests and feel my heart start to race. After a while I started to calm down and I finally took the first test. I took all five tests that were in the box and the results shocked me...

Now:

I mean how else was I meant to react to these results? Of course I'm shocked, I mean it's not everyday you get four out five positive pregnancy tests back. Now the question is, should I be happy or disappointed? The thought of Brian came in my head right away, oh gosh what is he going to think? Will he want me after he finds out his eighteen year old fiance is pregnant? Then again it's his child, so maybe he will. Oh gosh this too much to think about... what am I going to do about all this? Fuck... I couldn't hold it back anymore, I couldn't help but burst into tears. Not knowing whether life is going to get better or worse from this point on.

I must have been in there for longer than expected because all of a sudden I hear Tash and Vicky banging on the door and yelling my name. I slowly get up and open the door, "Oh my gosh Sof! You've had us worried for hours now." Tash says as soon as she sees me. Vicky comes up to me and puts her hands on my shoulders which gets my attention, "What did you get?" She asks calmly, but I couldn't tell her all I could do was burst into tears again, but I'm sure they got the answer from that. "Come on, we'll take you home." Vicky says and wraps her arm around me, Tash does the same and we all walk out of the store together and they take me home.

When we arrive at Hugh and Barbra's house, the place is empty. I kind of had the suspicion that they knew Brian was going to propose to me which is why they probably left the house to Brian and I tonight. Vicky and Tash walk me over to the living room and we all sit down on the couch. Vicky suddenly gets up, "I should probably call Brian to let him know your alright and back home." She says. "No!" I reply. "What? Why not?" They ask. "I can't face him right now." I say looking down. Vicky comes back over to us and sits down in front of me, "Sof I need you to listen to me very carefully. Brian proposed to you for a reason and that was because he cares for you a lot and want's to spend the rest of his life with you. This means even if you are pregnant he won't leave you." She says trying to reassure me. "Yeah but you don't know that." I protest. "Trust me, I do." She replies, which sounded pretty convincing. "Look, I think it's best if I get some sleep, today has been a pretty hectic day." I say getting up off the couch. "Yeah we understand." They say. "You want us to stay here in the mean time? Until Brian get's back?" Vicky asks. "Yeah sure, if you want." I reply and then walk out of the room.

I don't know why but for some reason I decided not to go into my bedroom, I felt the need to go to Brian's room. So I walk down the corridor and make my way towards his room. I open his door and close it behind me, I walk up towards his bed and flop myself down onto it. I exhale loudly into his pillow then breath in the scent of his sheets, his bed and his entire room smelt like him. Maybe it's because I'm so worried that Brian might reject me which is why I'm in his room right now, just absorbing anything and everything I can of his. Gosh I love him so much, I really hope I don't disappoint him. I start to close my eyes and eventually fall asleep thinking about Brian.

After a while Brian finally get's back home and to his surprise he sees Vicky and Tash sitting in his living room. "Oh hi... what are you girls doing here? Wait is Sof alright? Where is she?" Brian asks in a panic. "Yes! yes Brian calm down, she's alright. She's gone to bed." Vicky replies. "Oh... that's a relief. Wait she's in bed at this hour?" Brian asks curiously. "Yeah, well she's had a pretty hectic day." Tash replies. "Oh yeah that's understandable, with the engagement and all." He replies. "Yeah...that's not all." Vicky replies suspiciously. Brian gives the girls a suspicious look. "What are you talking about" He asks. "There's a reason why she wasn't feeling well today Brian." Tash says skeptically and Vicky turns and glares at her. Vicky turns back to Brian, "Brian, you should go to her and ask her." Vicky says. "Okay..." Brian replies. Vicky and Tash say their goodbyes to Brian then leave. Brian makes his way towards Sofia's room then open's her door. He looks inside and see's that Sofia isn't there and starts to panic. "Sofia? Sofia!" He shouts throughout the house and begins to look into every room.

Brian finally gets to his room and bursts open the door and to his relief see's Sofia resting peacefully in his bed. Without saying a word he makes his way towards the bed and gets into and lies down right next to Sofia. He wraps his arms around Sofia and pulls her in towards him to cuddle her, he gently kisses her forehead and when he pulls back, to his surprise her eyes opened.

(Back to Sofia's POV)

I felt the feeling of someone's lips touch my forehead and I slowly open my eyes, to my delight/shock it was Brian. "I'm sorry did I wake you?" He asks. "Yeah you did but I don't mind" I reply. "Good" He replies and kisses me on my forehead again. I snuggle up to him and his warmth consumed me, I felt so safe in his arms. "Sofia?" He says which causes my heart to skip a beat, I have no idea what he is going say and that terrifies me. "Ye-yeah?" I finally reply. "Today, when you ran off because you weren't feeling well... was there any particular reason why?" He asks. Oh gosh... what do I say? maybe I should wait a while before I tell him, yeah that's sounds like a good idea. I tell myself. "I just felt like throwing up was all, I feel better now though." I say. "You do?" He asks and for some reason that triggered me to feel sick. "Oh shit!" I say and quickly get out of the bed. I rush over to the bathroom as quickly as I could and began to vomit...again. Brian rushes into the room after me and see's me throwing up, without saying anything he comes up to me and moves my hair out of my face and hold it back for me. After a while, I finally stopped and Brian flushed it away for me. He helps me up and brings me towards the sink, he helps me clean myself off and then walks me back to the bed.

He lies down next to me and pulls me up towards him for me to cuddle up to him. He begins to stroke my hair which felt amazing and was really soothing. "Brian...I-" He cuts me off. "Shhh." He says which usually calms me down but I can't hold it back anymore, I need to tell him. "No Brian I need to tell you something" I say and begin to sit up. "I think I already know what this is all about." He replies and sits up too. "You do?" I ask. "Yeah, it all makes sense. With you running off and vomiting all the time and you not wanting me around... You have food poisoning." He replies.
...
"Fo-food poisoning?..." I say. Brian nods his head.
"Oh...my gosh...No! I do not have food poisoning!" I reply while being frustrated.
"Wait...you don't?" He asks with a confused look on his face.
I shake my head.
"Oh...well whatever it is, just know I'm here for you and don't worry you'll be back to normal in no time." He says.
"Brian!..." I say.
"Ye-yes?..." He nervously replies.
"I-i'm... preg-"
Brian cuts me off by pinning me down and kissing me passionately. It was intense, I could barley breath. He finally pulls away and we both take a moment to catch our breaths.
Just as I was about to open my mouth and speak again, Brian puts his finger against my mouth to shut me up.
"I know." He says.
I couldn't believe my ears, did he just say he knew?...
Brian finally releases his finger away from my lips and I could speak again, "Brian, did you just say you know?" I ask, just to make sure.
"Yeah, I know." He replies. I felt my heart skip a beat and the butterfly's in my stomach swirl around. I must have looked nervous or something because all of a sudden Brian wraps his arms around me and hugs me tightly. I suddenly began to ball my eyes out, "I was so scared..." I say manage to say with a teary voice. "I know baby, I know." He says while stroking my hair. "I didn't want you to leave me!" I say. "Shh, I'm not going to leave you, not ever." He says and I continue to cry.

After a while I calm down and Brian lays me down on the bed, "What are we going to do?" I ask, looking up into his eyes. "To tell you the truth, I'm not sure. But what I am sure about is that whatever happens we're going to get through it together, okay?" He replies. "Okay" I reply sweetly. Brian finally lays down next to me and we cuddle up to each other. "So, my beautiful fiance. What's it going to be, wedding or baby first?" He asks. "Well, my handsome fiance. We'll just have to wait and see." I reply. Brian smirks at me then closes his eyes, I see him drift off to sleep. "He's so beautiful." I say quietly to myself. I then finally close my eyes too, I fall fast asleep in his arms.

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