Chapter 1: Sudasa

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One month from today,

I'll wake to a team of

     makeup artists—

     hair stylists—

buzzing outside my door.


At Nani's command, they'll

     swarm.

They'll

     poke

me with their glittery swords;

     paint

me with their honey.


I'll fight the urge to scratch it away,

because I'm

     Sudasa the obedient

and I must keep my fingers

gluedtogether

like the dolls

Asha and I

left buried under my bed.


When the artists flee,

the designers will inch into place.

They'll

     spin

me in their silks;

     garnish

me with their golds.


They'll lift me onto an easel;

wait for Nani

to stamp me

DONE!


After that, I'll be placed upon

an elephant—

the only creature who'll appear

more ridiculous than me.


She'll deliver me

to a temple with

     no god.

Then Nani will send me

down the aisle with

strict

instructions

to keep my

gaze

off my

beaded shoes.


The people of Koyanagar will

Watch me.

     Question me.

          Love me?

Hate me.


Hate me for not marrying

     their son.

For not bearing

     his children daughters.

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