HOUSE OF CARDS (BTS) [COMPLETED - BOOK 1]

Chapter 23 - Lost in Lust

Rina POV

I'm covered in my own tears, I kept sobbing realizing Hoseok is already gone from my embrace. I felt the presence of Jimin, he's trying to calm me but sorrows covered me and I can't put my attention on him

Jimin decided to leave the room after he realized that his effort are worthless. He just kissed my forehead before he move himself out. "I'm sorry" that's all I can say lI'm sorry too... I worried you" He exchanged

"I think worrying is my talent now" I said trying to erase my pains but no it became more difficult after Jimin crushed me into a hug. He didn't manage to leave but instead he fights his feeling and run towards me. I returned his hug with my warm and tight embrace

"Don't do that again Jimin, please promise me" I whispered in his ears

"I will not, I promise. I will not drown myself again" He returned my wish into a promise

The silences of the room are covering us while the heats between our chests are increasing. Jimin looked in my eyes straight to my soul, I can feel his warm breathe crossing on my lips

I felt his hands already traveling around my back. We're sitting on the floor but the tense of his strokes is so comforting. I gulped as he leaned his body on mine, his lips are about to kiss me. But I know this very wrong, I pushed him before our lips can met

"I love Jin" I spoke before him "and I love you" He returned

The awkwardness sealed the area, "Sorry again, I know you can't love me back" He said "I love you, you knew that" I defended to him

"Not like Jin" he replied in frown. Our eyes met but his eyes are begging me to love him and I can't help myself so I avoided it. Jimin finally has his reason to leave me for real. He grabbed the door knob but before he can pull it. The door opened before him and he saw

"Jin hyung!"

I quickly stood up from the floor, rushing and crushing Jin into a hug. I jumped to reach him, I crossed my legs on his waists. "You're fine!" I said while I'm burying my face on his neck, crying again. "Yes, very fine my love" He replied with kisses on my head

"Ehem.. I-I'm going to leave now hyung, I'm happy you're fine now" We heard Jimin excused his presence. I lifted my head to see him walking away, I felt guiltiness I can't return his love for me. I buried my face again on Jin's neck

"l- I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry Jin"

I kept apologizing on Jin after all this time, I knew this is all my fault. "Shhh... you don't need to say sorry, you did your best to save them" Jin said and rubbed my back. He closed the door and walked straight to the center of his room

He combed my hair and requested me to face him "Let me see the face of an angel" I faced him with my tears in my eyes "Your eyes are tired" He frowned

"Stop crying Rina.. everything will be alright" He assured my thoughts in peace as he leaned his face on mine. Our foreheads touched and I can feel his warmth presence, I realized I'm still on his carry, my legs are remained crossed around his waists

I smiled realizing it, "Why are you smiling?" Jin asked "Look at my position" I replied shyly

He smiled after he looked at it "Loved this, keep wrapping and hold tight" He smirked

Before I can do what he said, he lifted me more and I can feel his face already on my chest "Jin!" I shouted

"Shh.. let me ease your pains now" He said and continued to kiss my chest "Are you sure, you're fine? As in really fine?" I asked between his kisses