HOUSE OF CARDS (BTS) [COMPLETED - BOOK 1]

Chapter 28 - Unspoken Feelings

Rina POV

"Love, do you think Jiro will look like me?" It's been months since we knew that I'm carrying our first son. It is also been months since the tragedy broke us that caused a reason for me to never saw Taehyung again

Everything seems to be normal but there is always a silence in our house, we already miss Taehyung. How I wish he can see Jiro, he will be glad to know that he is already an uncle

"Hey Rina! Are you okay?" I nearly forgot that I'm with Jin, we're shopping for Jiro's baby clothes and essentials. Mostly the baby clothes are in the shade of blue but still Jin wants to add some color

"Real men wear pink" every time I remembered it, a smile always drew on my lips. "Ye-yes, I'm okay. I'm hungry let's eat?" Jin smiled and I can't help it but to smile too

He always teased me when it becomes to food but he is Jin and he wants my food to be perfect, so he always volunteering to cook for me. His actions changed, he is more cheerful and witty. He is too good to be a perfect daddy, I asked him why he changed and he just answered "Stress is not good for Jiro"

"I really miss Taehyung" Even though I can't see his face, I can feel his sadness. Jin's hands tighten as he kept his focus on driving. I rubbed my tummy as I felt Jiro is moving inside me

"Mommy really missed your uncle Taehyung" I whispered. "Don't worry Jiro, your uncle Taehyung will be home soon" I felt my tears slowly touching my cheeks as I heard what Jin said

I bowed my head for him not to see me like this, Jin doesn't want me to cry because it can stress me. His thumb touched my cheeks as he wiped my tears, "Shh.. what just I've said to you? No crying right?" He said and I nod the assurance that I will stop crying

I just can't help it, I really miss Taehyung I want to see him now. I rubbed again my tummy and soon Jin bowed his head and kissed my tummy

"I love you son" Jin escorted me until we reached our kitchen, I want him to see while he's cooking. I realized I always want to see him, I always want to touch him and I want to be always with him. Even though the boys are already around me, even though Namjoon's word of wisdoms are advising me, Jimin's and Jungkook's laughs that made me more relaxed, Yoongi and Hoseok's being over protective but I always want Jin

"You always want everything about me, I'm really sure Jiro will look like me" Jin said as he preparing the table for us, I laughed silently and he shook me his glare. I'm not going to lie even me I accept the fact that Jiro will be look like Jin

Only the two of us are here in the house, Jin wants to take care of me by himself. He also scheduled the boys when they will visit me, but Jin said after I deliver Jiro the boys will stay here again. We're done eating and Jin volunteered to wash the dishes and I'm here at the table eating ice cream and watching him again

He can do house choirs perfectly but me I can't do it perfectly so he will repeat what just I did. While I'm watching him, someone knocked on our door. Jin quickly looked at me and rushed to open the door

"Hey, how are you uhm how's Rina?" I heard his voice, my heart bumped so hard and I felt Jiro's kicked. I quickly rubbed my tummy to calm him down. I stood up and hid behind our cabinet for me to hear clearly what they're going to talk

All what just happened, how come he will go here alone. Is he here for a good or for a bad reason?

"We're fine and I hope you're fine too" Jin said coldly

I gulped because I can feel Jin's tension, I'm so nervous and Jiro keeps moving inside me. I tried to calm him down but my stupidity strikes, I bumped the cabinet

My tummy is getting bigger and I can't control the distance between me and the things around me

"Rina?" I heard his voice, he called my name

I want to show up but I feel Jin doesn't want it. I breathe heavily,

"What do you want Mark?" Jin asked seriously. I don't know if I'm ready to hear his reason until Jin grabbed my hand and pulled me behind him.

I want to say condolence to Mark, I want to say sorry for what Taehyung did to Jackson. None of us doesn't want that to happen but we can't control things. Taehyung accidentally stab Jackson for him to see me, they're fighting until Taehyung saw a sharp tool and he stab Jackson just to free from him. Dad is the witness and he told everything that he saw on that day

Now we don't know where Taehyung go, no one knows it. Until Mark spoke,

"I want peace. I want a peace for Jackson, I knew where is Taehyung now. I just want your friendship and trust."

Mark said sincerely. I saw tears in his eyes, he also kneeled in front of us. I can't endure it I helped him to stand up. He looked at my face down to my tummy then he smiled

He stepped back and bowed, "Congratulations for both of you, I hope you can accept my offer. I'm leaving for now, please call me. Here is my calling card. Bye" then Mark left.

I quickly felt a tight embrace, Jin stroke my head and whispered "I want you to be happy forever, you will see Taehyung soon. I promise"

A kiss on my forehead sealed a promise

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Mark POV (a special POV)

They looked so happy but me, I'm already drowning in sadness. I really missed Jackson, I'm so dumb not be his side when Taehyung stab him. Everything is temporary, even their happiness. I decided to go Jackson's grave. I rubbed his engraved name and whispered,

"You will get what's yours" I lifted my head and looked at the dark sky, stars are twinkling and I can't myself but to cry again.

"Are you one of these stars Jackson? I hope you're watching me." Suddenly my phone rang, an unknown number

"Deal" He said and a smirk drew on my lips

"Thank you, Jin" At the moment Jackson died and darkness caged me, Revenge is the only thing that makes me alive

"You will be proud of me, Jackson my friend"

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