I will lay in bed all day, there was nothing stopping me. I will NOT get out of my bed. I got all the food, especially the icecream, I could find and jumped in my bed. My phone rang. God.. Now I have to get out of my bed. I jumped up and quickly picked up the phone and jumped into my bed again.
'Hello?' I said.
'Hi. Are you alright, darling?' Zayn was one of my best friends for a long time now, he even had a key to my house.
'Yes..' I said, but my voice betrayed me.
'Rose.. I'm coming over. If you want it or not, you need a friend right now.'
My boyfriend broke up with me a few days after being in a relationship for 2 years. He suddenly find someone more interesting, he said.
'I don't want to.'
'Well.. I am standing by your door right now, so sorry I am coming in.' He hung up and I heard the door open. He almost ran to my room and slammed the door open.
'Why.. Why did I gave you a key to my appartment?' I sighed.
Zayn laughed. 'Because you like me!'
I looked a bit scared at him. For a moment, I thought he meant something else. Because I always loved him since the day I met him but he didn't liked me, so I got over it and started a relationship with my ex-boyfriend, Dean.
I laughed. 'Maybe.'
He jumped on me and hugged me. His grip was hard but gentle. His warmth gave me comfort. I glanced at his tattoo 'ZAP' that I've always loved.
I put my arms around him and enjoyed of his warmth for a moment.
He let me go, rolled off me and looked at me. 'Tell me what happened.' His tone was gentle and honest but yet he had a bit pressuring tone in his voice. So I had no choice.
I grabbed my phone. 'Well.. I skyped with him and he was very.. awkward. So I knew there was something going on and then.. I saw a girl in the background. Naked. I..-' I sighed '-..completly freaked out. And then he said it was his niece, but I didn't believe him, then he called me names and hung up. So we texted a long.. long time and then he said this..' I put my phone in his hands and showed him the text.
D: Hi, sorry I reacted that way. I was with a girl, I slept with that girl. I'm sorry.. But I had no feelings for you since a while ago but I didn't know what to do with it because I didn't want to lose you. I'm sorry.
'What a dick..' Zayn said. 'Did he slept with that girl once or..?' I saw that he didn't want to finish the sentence.
'Just continue reading.'
Zayn looked down again. 'Wow.. You totally freaked out. Hahaha, I didn't know you knew so many bad words.' He grinned.
I tried to smile but it compeletely failed right away. Zayn looked down again.
R: So, did you slept with her more than once?!
D: Sortof.. Don't get mad. But she was so interesting.. I think I needed something different..
R: You mean someone else
D: Can we still be friends? I can't lose you
R: You already lost me by doing that, friends don't do that to eachother. Go suck your d*ck. BYE.
Zayn looked up. 'Pfff. That he still believed that you could be friends with him. He's a perv.' I saw his veins in his neck. He clenched his fists.
'Just don't..' I grabbed his hands. 'I'm just done with him, I think I'm just done with relationships.' He relaxed his arms and looked at me.
'No.. There are so many guys fighting over you, right now. I swear.'
'Yeah.. Sure. You just want to cheer me up, don't you?'
'Maybe..' He smiled. 'I believe your heart is a muscle, you just got to make it stronger.. You know.'
I looked up. 'You and your quotes. You just read it somewhore, didn't you?' I laughed at his face.
'Maybe.. It's from a song. But whatever, it doesn't matter. It's true.' He rolled with his eyes.
I sighed. 'I love you..' I didn't think about the words, I just said it. I hadn't noticed that I said those words but when I looked at Zayn, I knew. O god..
'You.. You love me?' He stumbled.
I didn't want to say anything, everything would make it so much worse right now. I just looked at him with my eyes wide open.
Then suddenly he pressed his warm lips against me. He pushed me against him and rolled me over, so I would lay on him. I smiled a bit while we kissed. I couldn't help it.
He stopped. 'What?!' He laughed.
'I love you.' I said again and smiled.
'I love you too.' Zayn said and he gave me a little kiss.
I grabbed my phone and typed in a message to Dean.
Thank you for letting me go, I found someone that is way better than you.
