For the whole day jimin didn't receive anything from yoongi.
He already lost hope.
His only source of slight happiness disappeared.
Jimin went back to think about suicide.
Its not like he stopped cutting but this time the voices in his head were growing louder and they were telling him to kill himself.
But there was that side of him telling him that maybe yoongi will return to him and tell him nothing was wrong.
He wanted support in his life so badly. And at the same time he refused receiving it.
He was in dilemma with his own thoughts.
At night, when jimin was done doing his homework and was about to fall asleep he received a message.
His eyes lightened up with hope but he was soon let down as he saw the phone number he grew to recognise.
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Unknown : you're probably asleep right now but it's fine if you see this in the morning
Unknown: It's been a while since we've done that y'know?
Unknown : I still remember your frightened expression and teary eyes the last time we did it.
Unknown : it was such a turn on tbh
Unknown : hell that's probably the only time you look somewhat good since you're always ugly af
Unknown : I don't know why I'm sending you this right now but I kinda miss you
Unknown : bye pig
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Jimin rolled his eyes.
He was used to all the insults from the certain someone he hates so much.
Still, even though he was used to it, it still hurt him.
He wiped a tear that he didn't notice falling then went back to scribbling down his notebook.
His felt his phone vibrating again but he didn't check them since he knew the source of them.
However this time, he was wrong.
It was yoongi.
He wasn't feeling like studying anymore so he tucked himself in bed and was about to fall asleep.
He remembered he had to set his alarm so he grabbed his phone. That's when his heart skipped a beat as he read the message.
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Dear jimin I'm so sorry for disappearing all of a sudden my phone died and I had to survive the whole day without a phone imagine how painful it was. You must be angry with me im really sorry also what are you saying as if I can hate you I love you jiminnie rest assured . I hope you are doing fine if you are sleeping then I hope you are sleeping well
im awake
jiminnnn
yoongi its okay I thought you didn't want to talk to me again because I was so harsh
its okay I understand please don't feel bad
Okay if you say so
jimin I felt so lonely I cant believe you have this effect on me I've just known you for a week
well same im kinda amazed how you're still keeping up with me
why wont you realize that you're fun to talk to plus I love your tweets you know? I'm such a fan
I would say the same about you and you have a big account with so many followers how can you say that about my tiny account
The amount of followers you have desnt really matter what matters is the content ;)
Wow yoongi you are so wise
they don't call me grandpa yoongi for nothing
seriously ?? who calls you grandpa hahaha
namjin
namjin?
the god of destruction namjoon and his pink princess seokjin
Ohh I see. You have such nice friends
I know right you should meet them one day
after you meet me ;)
there you go
hehe
now go to sleep its 2am
okay goodnight
goodnight have nice dreams <3
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Jimin didn't recognize this fluffy feeling he was having deep inside. It was a warm and a nice feeling. He hugged his pillow and smiled. Then fell asleep just like that dreaming for the first time of yoongi.
