The thought I hate,
But I also love.
Sounds so great right now.
I’m ready to leave,
I’ve said my good-byes,
The only thing that could save me,
Is nothing…I want to be dead!
But I don’t want you to feel the guilt.
Or feel sad.
It’s not your fault.
I’d be leaving soon anyway.
So just say good-bye,
And move on in life.
I’m gone now,
Gone for good.
Sorry I had to leave like this,
I asked so many times,
For you to just kill me now.
But I guess you never heard.
So I’ll take the pills,
And take that knife,
And slide it across the vein.
Deeper and deeper
On my wrist
Then maybe even slice my throat,
And if I’m still living after that,
Down and safe I’ll sneak.
Grab the gun,
Hold it tight.
Place it on my temple.
And pull the trigger.
And now I’m gone.
When you get home
You’ll find me there,
Lying in a puddle of blood.
Sorry about the stain,
Sorry you had to find me like that.
It wasn’t your fault.
There’s nothing you could’ve done
I’m gone now.
Move on in life
Please don’t cry one tear.
Well why would you anyway?
No one ever cared.
No one ever cared to get me the right help,
No one will miss me, NO ON
So I’m gone and you better believe it.
Don’t you dare cry!
Because I know it’s just a lie!
