Laying in my bed
Just lost in my head
Staring at these walls
And wishing I was dead
I feel so stressed
And I feel so depressed
I wish I could remember
When I last got some rest
I don't know how I got this way
I hate this fucking life today
Every time I see your name
I wish you would've fucking stayed
I disappoint the ones who care
Think about them, and gasp for air
I don't deserve all of this love
There are no angels up above
Only demons, who live inside
I wish I would have fucking died
These thoughts I hide
They kill my pride
There's no one left
Who I can confide
Now I'm feeling numb
My time has come
I'll down these pills
Then I'll down this rum
(I dont own this a friend sent me this and this is exactly how i feel as of right now. If i can find the writer of this i will give all credit to them)
