For Her

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At the end of the day, all we are is flesh and bones; we all die in the end. So come over right now, let's forget rules and confinements. Let's just be, together.

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What if we just forget everything else? Forget about time? Forget about what ifs?

Maybe that's the way we need to do this.

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It's been you for a while now and I can't seem to get you out of my head. I sit here, and I think, and my thoughts always end up back to you.

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It's so difficult seeing you over there, knowing I can't do anything to change the distance between us.

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We can't be together. But knowing that we're under the same sky, walking the same earth, gives me even a slight reassurance that maybe the world isn't completely evil.

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I'm going to need you to just tell me how you feel. Because without you outright telling me different, I cling to the smallest shred of hope that maybe one day there will be an 'us'.

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I'm not even with you and yet I have the overwhelming fear of losing you.

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Oh

no

I got my hopes up again

again

again

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I don't want you to fix me; you can't do that, you're not medicine. But the thought of you holding me when my mind goes dark makes me feel at peace, that maybe you are the one I need.

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I do not enjoy other people's company. But being with you, spending time with you, doesn't feel all that bad, in fact, it feels pretty damn perfect.

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You're my favourite song.

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It scares me to think about all the things I would do for you. It upsets me that you most likely would not do the same for me.

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You're my biggest wish

My 11:11

My shooting star

My penny in a well

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You make me feel calm but electric at the same time.

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I need you.

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Imagining me and you.

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Please, just hold me. Even if only for a while.

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My heart beats fast at only the mere thought of you.

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My heart beats fast, never slowing. At first it was a comfort, a reassurance of my existence. But the comfort has left and the beating jut makes me sweat instead.

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I'm sitting in my room and nothing feels right because she's not here. I haven't seen her in what feels like forever and my heart has never felt heavier. I think I need her more than I could have ever imagined. Damn, I wish she were here.