Chad (me) got cauGht offguard. "j...Jordan, come o On dude...thagats gay?". I wiped some of my tears away. This couldn't be happening...my best friend? In love with me? No way. No FUCKING way. That's gay, he knows how we're supposed to feel about homos. How we're....supposed to feel. It's been getting harder. Fighting the urges, that is. Sometimes I'll see a man walking down the street and think GOT DMA BOI U HOT ASS HEELL BOI FUK U JORDON GAY FUCK U FUCK U FOR MAKING ME SIN JORDAN FUCK U DUDE FU K.
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