My Sacrifice

Shopping

Irum's POV
I was sitting in my room and the drip is on my hand

huh!!!!mein hi q?? mere saath hi esa q ho rha hai?? mjhe nhi krni Hussain se shadi... mein mar q nhi gai?? mera mar jana hi thk tha...q bachaya mjhe??mjhe marna hai.. mjhe or iss duniya mein nhi rehna....Shehry k begair

This all thoughts are in my brain when tear sliped from my eye and then i started crying and then Mama came in my room, i quickly wipe away my tears.

"beta wo Shaista ki call ai thi..-"she cut between her talk and come to me

"beta tum ro rhi thi?"she asked patting in my shoulder
"nhi mama mein kaha ro rhi thi"i said, faking smile
"beta tmhari aankho se pata chal rha hai..dekho kesi laal ho rhi hain"mama said pointing towards my bloodshoted eyes
"mama....wo..mein soch rhi thi k thore se din reh gye hain phr mein ap se hamesha k lie dur chali jaugi"i said making as usual lame reason :P

"beta esa nhi kehte..tum dur kaha jaogi idhar hi to ho issi city mein thori so to dur hai tmhara hone wala ghar"she said
caressing my chin and i genuiley smile
"acha chalo ready hojao Shaista keh rhi hai k Hussain tmhe shopping pr lekr jaega"mama said, my heart stoped for a moment

shopping wo bhi Hussain k saath..? nhi meine nhi jana..

"mama meri tabiat nhi thk dekhe na"i said showing my drip
"beta drip to khatam hone wali hai dekho"she said pointing towards the drip
"nhi mama meri halat nhi hai"i said making annoying face
"beta acha hai naa fresh air mein niklo gi tumhari sehat achi hogi"mama said smiling and seeing this smile my heart melted

huh!!!mama ko pata hai mjhe kese manana hai...

"acha thk hai"i said and she widely smile
"acha to tyaar ho jao wo kbhi bhi aata hoga"mama said
"ok"was all i said

i was all ready, wearing brown tee, blue pants, blue scarf, tied my hair in pony tail, and pick my bag.I went downstaires.

"beta ese jao gi?? thora to tyaar ho.."mama said
"mama bus thk hai ese hi" i said a lil bit rudely.

Then i hear door bell
"dekhein Hussain agya hoga"mama said to papa and papa nodded.Papa open the door revealing him -__-
"Aslamalikum"he greeted all of us as he come inside
"Walikumaslam"everyone greeted back except me
"beta baitho"mama said
"nhi aunty bus wo chalte hain"he said
"are ese kese? baitho chai shai peo"mama said
"nhi aunty der hojaegi"he said
"acha chalo thk hai"mama said giving up
"ao"he said to me in low tone, i bid my bye to everyone and went outside. I sat in car, after few seconds he also came

"acha to batao kaha jana hai?"he asked igniting the engine
"kahi bhi"was all i said
"acha chalo ok"he said

We were in car for about 15 minutes and a strange silent is there.So he choose too put some music on and  that started

We were both young when i first saw you..

I close my eyes and the flashback starts:

I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air

Then something reminds me..sunset with Shehry and unexpected tear escaped from my eye.I quickly wipe it off, so i turn off the radio in anger

"kia hua yeh gana acha nhi lagta?"he asked

lagta tha...

"nhi ab nhi acha lagta"was all i said
"acha chalo koi or lagate hain"he said
"nhi nhi rehne do mjhe gane nhi sun'ne" i said and he shrugged.

After 1 hour of long ride we finally reach at mall.We went inside.

We were walking in the search of cloth shop. When my gaze fall into a ring which i saw with Shehry and stop there fawking that beautiful ring